well...haha...same day post so many things..haha...but is due to my blog error...so i post diff days stuff together in 1 day...hahaha...well...today talk abt the last Pro-E lesson by garry...got to draw using the pro-e software a retro radio...we did though im the last one...hehe..and it means we got lesser projs le..haha...

cam whoring after the class in the...erhem....toilet~

km and fiona~

while im peeing~hahaha

i joined in the fun...hahaha

denise,me,fiona~

pai sei ar...i cant tahan liao so jus do it while taking pic..hahaha...

km~eh..sort of weird..but is nice wor..

fiona~ eh..this is definately weird..compared to the above..haha

me and denise..


the pizza treat by garry for teaching us..haha

ok dats it for this session...haha...to be continued~

continue...haha...8 aug:

we have bbq in ern's hse...its fun..and we enjoy ourselves...thanks ern for holding this bbq..hehe...each of us brought stuff for the bbq...lucky i change my idea of bringing pasta..if not i tink i will kill my classmates..hahaha...but i helped in the bbq...haha...the whole nite lifen and da jie did all the bbq-ing...and i help in fanning...haha...lifen stop me from touching the food loh..haizz...so only be her assistant in fan-ing..haha...but after all..the food is nice~~good job li fen...u can consider open food store..haha...eh...ask me for help arh...haha...

regret binging extra clothings..haiz...see the guys jump in water, fiona, km and me feel lyk jumping me too wor...jp and min hui lah..keep on jump in...but end up we roll up our pants and soak our legs in the baby pool...hahhaa...sound stupid...but its fun and cooling wor..hahaha...

the yummy-lious pictures~

we drank beers that garry brought for us..hehe..left-right:denise,me,km,jarret

the "dinning" table..and glad dat fiona is there without lying to her parents... Xp

the whole class + ms ong...spot her? but too bad simin,regina and seth were not there...

yude in the pool~ he is sporty wor..lose in a game and he jumped in without bringing any xtra clothes wor...

the gamblers playing dai di?

yummmy~ my fav bbq food...

garry's son

garry's younger son~ he is cute and playful..

*cough**cough* rumor couple..but i dun tink is jus rumor~hahaha...no offence... Xp

and dats it for our class bbq in ern hse..looking forward to our class chalet oh...hehe~~

to be continued~

well~~ finally i can blog le..my blog sot sot for last few days...so blog loh..alot to say ar~ but in short..i finally get my sch stuff down..only left the tien wah's proj and its done...alot of pics taken pass few days..so view the pics for rough idea..cus i also dunnoe how i feel now...messy le lah...hahaha..

some friday class~
as usual~ garry class den juvie class till 10 pm..

*garry's son having lesson with us?

nothing to do and we are too free and lazy to do anything so we did sth stupid yet fun..we....cam whore~~wahahaha...

thats the class rumoured 3 flowers...wahaha

and dats fiona....me...and denise...

how stupid we can look??!?! hehe..my click in poly plus the photographer, koh mei

see...that one bside me is koh mei~

den we went juvie's nite class but the class~

chee yong relac wor
and its too boring and slpy..

but we have our class joker that is so funny~which is ming sheng...after juvie ask him to shut up he...

p.s its double sided tape

birthday celebrations~

this pics are quite outdated le lah...is few mths ago de stuff liao...but nva post b4 de..hehe
*chelsea birthday at kbox...

our hands~~~

those who went to the celebration : from left-right, jp,fiona,chelsea,denise,cheeyong,kohmei & me~

*fiona's and simin's birthday in sch... oh..its so heavenly

*finally my birthday... in sch with poly frens & in pitstop with my jie mei[s]

the first experience in blowing candles dat are on pizza~

seth aiming on the last piece of pizza..

we are very indulge in eating it

dats me!!!!

my birthday cake from my jie mei[s]

dats me and the cake...look super tired wor...hehe..Xp

k le...dats it...to be continued~~

going crazy...ar~~~~ random thots going around my head..
no sleep...tired...and hurt...hah...well i said i took it light and it wun affect myself...is just to console myself...darryl..u are so right..really cant hide anything..not even lies..haha...it affect me so great..and still..in this pt of time where im chonging my projs...is really tough to get thru...super super tired...this is the continous 2 nites without slp..hao lei oh...but yet still got to hang on...and yet still got to put everything behind my head...2 more days i will be less stress..hope everything will be fine for me...yea!!!! aza aza fighting....hold on my tears and get on...yes i will~ jia you...

tata :)

hah...jus a quick one..hehe..

i've watched alone...is nice..eh..i mean the movie..alone..hahaha...at first i tot of watching it with him..but end up watch with my jie meis..hahah..guess now i dun have to wait for his reply i already noe wats the ending..haha...i've wake up le..wun upset..wun cry..wait..will cry but not so much...hahaha..i've my own dream..own stuff to worry for..sad for..feel for..so im not like the past...closed in that world of hopes and love..i want to be independent..and i guess im going it very good now..aza aza fighting..fight fight fight...and also i want to be healthy...i believe that the day will come very soon..no gastric..no back pain...no fever..yea!!! ^_^v

hehe...oh ya..i got my new fone le oh..love it..but still figuring how to use..hehe..and guess wat my kidish daddy say? haha he told my mum [pretend to be secretive]: tonight we wait till hui slp liao go to her rm steal the fone and have voice conversation in our rm....hahaha... -_-" haha
i was jus beside them lah..hahah...so stupid..i say i will make sure its locked up..hahaha...fine...bcus of this family im happy now..for sure dat i noe dat im happy and i enjoyed myself being with mum and dad..haha..i din mention abt gege oh..cus he jus pick on me..till now k...haha..so leave him out..mummy also wun mind me pei her forever..waha...dats wat she say..so great..i will stick with her..like super glue...haha...so gan dong..jus now she wanted to pei me finish my work wor..though she din say..but her action and stupid question make me thinks so..but she sleep liao..haiz..me go sleep liao also..tml sch...new day...think my classmates miss me liao...no see me cus of the mc..eh..actually i din get mc..haha..i jus rest at home..haha...new start of the week...fight till the due dates...and lets be friend the china treasure now!!!! crap~

tata

school's boring....did quiz in class:

You Should Drive a Pink Car

You're the type of driver who really loves your car. You can make a car last for ages - or take good care of a vintage ride. You're independent, creative, and very expressive. You consider your car a part of you ... and you want to make it as funky as possible.

What Color Car Should You Drive?

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kaede Hayashi

What's your Japanese Name?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy

Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient. You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

What Poh Sihui Means

P is for Placid O is for Openhearted H is for Handy S is for Sweet I is for Impassioned H is for Hilarious U is for Unusual I is for Ideal

What Does Your Name Mean?

wahaha....stupid class did in class..

go for next class le..

this is how i feel..pain~ and is always rainy day to me...

im disappointed..all changed...i dunnoe wat is shld do..but wait...it hurt when msging u..it hurt more when u replied..now i've decided..not to msg u..rather dump to write this here..and im dump enuff to talk to my beanie bear...hug it and cry..its stupid and i know..but not how? i wish i share it with my dad..but i dunnoe how shld i start..ar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i dreamt dat all ended..is dat a hint??

你带我上天堂又推我下去....
我拥抱着遗憾坠落在天际...
你带我上天堂又推我下去...
不敢相信但你已决定...

it end here............

going 1 mth le...nop..is new 1 mth..to be calculative should be or might be the 3rd or 2nd mth le..好难过哦。你又开始像那时一样了是我想太多吗？我好害怕！终于敢问你了。你就说是应为你很忙，很累。那我因该这么做才能让你感到温馨呢？我好想合乎你.替你打气哦！我不想结局就像上次一样。你的心情不好吗？好像问你，可是我已经答应不再问你那么多的问题了。可是我还是会担心你。想知道你还好吗?一对couple虽然不需要每天见面，可是无论如何都需要沟通吧。我亲眼看到我的朋友为他的gf难过，就应为沟通上出现了问题。那我们呢？

是我想太多了吧，无论如何只希望你没事！！

monday: happy 1st mth anniversary to u oh!!

aim-less...hate it...feelings..thinkings...attitudes...who can hold me tight without letting me drop back to the past...the fearful,the scary,the messed up,the craziest,the lonely,the emotions......past dat i had been living...i stood up not long...but im falling back...im stepping into the world of past again...remind me to stand up if i can...stop me....

wat are my dreams?

wat do i want?

PASSION!!!!!pls come back...im doing it for the sake of doing it...am i happy? is this wat i jus want...not me...jus not me...changing...im changing...want to be in my world..its selfish...but i wanna be in my world...no spoken words..no voices heard...all quiet...live for the sake of living? izzit wat im doing? blank...maybe time helps bah...dun ask y ...dun ask wat happen...jus let me be....

hey!!!
finally to post sth here le wor..life hectic ar...projs all going to due le wor...haiz...stress...tot of ending le..but it is already half way gone and i will get a cert? haha...no choice...aja aja fighting!!!!

tata

whooo...wed dateline..haiz...still not finish...jialut...

im still sick lah...so suay wor...sick get well den sick again..holiday wor..super sian lah..haiyo..jus bcus that ladies nite on wed..too many ppl smoke le wor...cannot tahan..hehe...

eh thur where did i go? erm....oh ya i guess gone back sch to do rp proj...hehe...den dance class at nite...after so long...finally she resume the dance class..haizz..super tiring of cus...but i love it..haha...now here pain there pain still lah...

erm fri.... went back sch again...for rp proj...hehe..den meet up with darling..wahaha...watch shrek...and we ate billy bombers..super fully can..hehe...and i bought rain's movie..though i noe is not real nice and i watch it already..i still buy it as he is too cut in the movie liao..wehehehe...

sat'....erm..i miss darling lah...and super sick wor..meet my frens at ps at 2..but i over slept..oops...really cant blame wor..cus im too sick liao..i guess...head cracking lah...den take bus there... :P and know wat..it rains...haiz...sian dao no words can express my feelings..haha...frens got me some stuff they brought from bkk..hehe...nice rain stuff oh..adds on my collection neh..hehe...

sun~ arh...woke up early to swim...well...for 2 purpose...1 is of cus wanna slim down...2 a treatment for my back? haa...definately a cheaper way to treat my back..haha...the $500 doc din reallly help lah..haiz...ask me to continue another $500...oh pls....when it going to stop lah..so din go liao..hehe...but...dun noe y...it hurts after swimming..hehe...den get home rush rp loh...hehe....todAY is father day..hehe...poor daddy pay for the dinner...haha...cus no choice no work means no money so cant treat him wor...but i gave him my kiss...hehe ...the 1 and only ok...and he is so happy....hehehe...whole day din msg darling wor...haha...oopss!!!wahaha...haiz...my tummy upset whole day lah..so uncomfortable...plus bad coughing..arh~~ when it gonna stop!!! arh!!! my graphics is still left untouch!!! arh!!! help~~~~~slpy le nei...nitenite...go le..tml going back sch again..and hope we can finish fast fast den go fly kite with ting they all..hehe...

tata

hai...holiday le neh..but cant do properly...too slack le lah..i want to do my work wor...but cant concentrade..haiyo...tml celebrating ting and zeze bday..den after dat..hahaha...go clubbing again le wor..hehe...since its ladies' nite..so explore loh...since its FREE!!! hahaha... Xp k le..try to do my work again le..haiz...

tata...

yea~ finally on holiday le...but yet still got lotsa proj on hand..haiz...cant enjoy fully wor...haiz...last fri is my last day in sch..but due to sleepless nites last week, haa..most of us pon jovie's nite class..haha..end up on ly 7 attended..poor lec.. :P

haha..so..i went back for dinner loh..sis coming back also mah..haha..she pei me wor.. :P as wat ting and i planned, we did went out and enjoy on friday nite..haha..its fun lah..and my first time leh...haha..we go clubbing in M.O.S with her fren honey...a pretty and sweet gal lah...hehe...i can say first attempt is fun and yet sucky..if we din met that 2 indians i think overall still fun lah...come on..u hab a smell..and ur hands is jus hairy..imagine us in such a sistuation? his hairy hands brushes here and there..EEEEKKkkk!!! disgust~ok..haha..and also other stuff lah..met sec school frens there too..hehe...so i guess if we go in big grps i tink it will be great fun~

sat: super tired of cus and i din manage to wake up for class..but when i woke up and saw her msg..haha...happy lah..she cancelled that class...hahaha..and also..hahah..when i saw his msg...yep~we are together again...after so long...hehe...: P

today: erm..im slacking wor...haha..rest still shiok first..hahaha...den start with sch workk..hehehe...going out with one of my galfren also..haha...song leh.. :P

k le...go watch 200 pound beauty liao..tata...

jus got back...
consoled my fren..i realized..its always easier to say but when it comes to ourselves, it isnt dat easy after all..i felt dat its the same..same thing happened in a relationship but only dat now im the 3rd party looking at it and consoled my fren..when i tink thru and look back in my own relationship..i din do lyk wat i told my fren..but in fact chosen the hard way out.. if i had did wat i said, will it be better? if i could realize it earlier..if only lyk wat i said, dat prove his love for u remains lyk his, and i din tink too much..haha...over~ 不应该在想了，因为他已经放弃了...

in a relationship:
+ girls shouldnt jus tink wat they feel and get depressed over it...share it...
+ guys please be sensitive and understand wat ur girl is feeling...
+ there is always ups and downs...dun always see the down side mah~
+ freedom~ important de nei..
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and blah blah blah...so think thru wat happen before decide the worst... :D

haha..does this look lyk wat i write?weird~ but i dun see myself doing it..chey~

finally can use net at home..this week hectic..next week worst...lotsa due dates..den holiday..finally..break~~~ yea...new updates in my store..ppl troubling over plus size clothings?? can take a look oh..newly updated clothes...accessories on the way too...so can check back again..hehe... my store at : www.akemi-store.blogspot.com

haha..advertise here neh..hehe..no money sia...so hope buy from me..hahaha...k le..chong my work liao...not next week really die le..

tata..

me: lotsa proj arrr!!!!when is this going to stop? i want break~~~
outsider: ha~ 2 weeks later break liao~
me: -_-

fine..this is dump..haha..im crazy lah~s t r e s s !!
lotsa things happen lah.. my new fren sick liao..keep on hang...super sian lah..
please dun do that again... though u might think is fun..or maybe u dun mean it...but im upset..or mayb pissed? y u do dat..or let other do dat??? i felt dump..silly..stupid...it make me feel lyk idiot...i felt im the world dumpest gal...and i agreed..i admitted!!jus 1 day..fine..fren fren fren ok?? i din say anything~ fine..stop!!!!!!


take care

still in school..i wasted 3 hrs slacking and din get anything for my proj tml..read my fren's blog..she broke up le...y do couples start when they know it will end? me too..im lyk dat too..but i cant explain it myself too...listening to songs now..somehow i tot of him again...i knew we cant continue le..i knew im nth to him le..but its pretty hard to put down..he preferred when we are frens...if i knew it earlier..i wouldnt hab start with u..at least i know dat we can continue to hab nver end messages..but now..i felt weird..i wanna msg with u..but i dun noe how to start..i knew roughly what u will be doing..cus all the while when we are together, im getting to know u more..but..i wanna be wat we use to be..is really very hard..i dint delete all ur msgs away..cus i couldnt forget..when i look back...im happy..but when i finally realize is all memories,my tears dropped..im waiting..but i knew im waiting for nth..i knew it will be it le..

i feel dat im using my pressie as a reason to meet u..not bcus i wanted the pressie..but an excuse to see you...i knew im nth from the day u stop viewing this blog...dats it...y am i always holding on sth dat i shouldnt?

u ask if i know wat day is 22 may..i felt guilt...i tot is sth dat happen btw us..but end up u are jus pulling my leg...y? i felt chance but not again..when could i say stop and when could i totally pull u out from my heart? my memories is depleting..but i hope those memories with u will remain untouched.jus lyk our neo prints and the keychain remain as it is in my wallet and my bunch of keys..hope to see u soon..cus i really miss you now..

the logo for our kaya!! cutie..drew by me using illustrator...

the initial label b4 today's refinment..

the other 2 flower denise and koh mei mei..

me!!!

wah~did u all miss me?? hahaha...very long no blog liao...cus no connection at home..haiz...alot of stuff to post..alot of pics to post..hehe...anewae..i finally hab my new fren with me..ha..my lappy ..*tata~*haha..happie lah...can use it personally..and do my hmwk easily..ye...

now whole class slack major proj wor..daninel fuming liao..haha...everybody chong minor proj leave the major one behind..*gosh wish us luck bah..haha...now in sch ..onli sch time can use net loh..haizz...post some of the pics dat i hab in this lappy first..
haha..mani more pics will load it again..haha...

wake up girl~~~start working~~~no motivation...no inspirations~~~
though we are frens..and only frens....somehow somewhere...the feelings is weird...cant tink...the date is coming ...nearer...but i knew...i cant...arh~~~ how lah...i dun wish to be remain as this kind...i dun dare...i dun dare...give me courage...i dun need anything..i need..ur care... ur concern...im silly...wake up girl~~~dun slp le...u ask wat i want...but those frens with me knew wat i really wan...did u know? did u realise wat i need? 好想哭泣...但是我又忍住了...因为知道这是没用的...不知道从及时开始依赖你...可是知道我不能不依赖你了...how...haiyo...

*snif**snif* haizzz..*yawnzzz* looking at the time is 5.51 AM...im still awake...not bcus i jus woke up..is i din even take a nap...

tml oh no is today need to show them 15 concepts...but i onli have 3...maybe to daniel and garry there might be not even 1...i hab no concept..no feel and passion for my studio..for my design...i've got the verch to end this and throw everthing away...my mind is a total blank..脑袋空空...像傻瓜...i cant draw...i cant draw wat i want...can u feel how i feel...if i cant draw liao..wat can i do sia...haha...find a guy and get married?hahaha...and pls hello...i poh sihui be housewife...isn't it funny? imagine im always busy with myself inside a KITCHEN...haha...dat will be a total riot..hahaha..and screaming and yelling when hanging clothes out...haha....i jus feel blank...did someone suck my brain cells out or suck my drawing skills out? y am i not moving forward?i cant draw wats in my mind...oh gosh...wat i really want? the passion for design seems far away from me...jus feel lyk my designs sucks...im not sensitive...i cant potrait wat i want the audience to feel...and most importantly is boring...haiyo....how leh...close myself shut...and say THE END!!! can i??

i should be glad dat those proj on my hand are lesser...i shouldnt rant abt anithing right now..or do i have the rights? maybe the expectation i set for myself is too high? or maybe im still unable to change myself and not to be so perfect..but i jus cant...friends said im stress not bcus of the work load i have...but too eager to be perfect in all my works..hahaha...change change change...am i still perfectionist? compare with last time...am i still? haizzz

*yawnzzz* im slpy..but i couldnt even make myself step in my room...the moment i saw my cosy bed...i will slp and see i take cab to sch..i dun want...im broke..so i should jus wait for time...and i will leave the hse to sch..is the 3rd week....and i burned midnite oil for already 5 to 6 days...omg..can i even get slp for at least a continuous week? is tiring...i dun want my eye bag to be bigger den my eyes...arh~ is ugly...hahaha...and alien...haha

enuff of craps..get back to work le...tata...

ytd nite class wor...sian wor...but class end le wne tout with my classmates..ern drive us wor...we are his 1st passengers leh..not bad arh...very cool neh..make me wanna learn also..but i scared wor..dun noe y leh..haizz...reach home already 4 plus le...tired...but dun noe y i tot of u again...some of my frens said dat i should jus end it..but i dun noe wat i should do...dat day msg wit u.. ur msgs sound depressed wor...i very worried wor...i wanna console u wor..i hope to be there when u are down wor...我不想你自己不开心...我要像你那样安慰我,安慰你...既使我们现再只是朋友而已...我也会担心你..呵护你..别骂我傻...我自己也不知道我为和还会再呼...即使朋友已经对我说你已经对我没感情了...我只是想以朋友的关系安慰你...当初如果没答应,我们应该会跟好...当初如果给你冷静下来...会有用吗？会比较快乐吗？there is once sth happen btw us..when i tot of it again...is quite weird...haha...there is once i meet u for dinner after u work at bugis...we ate pastamania..u remembered? i guess is coicident bah..haha..wat i tot in my heart u actually really ask me...eg: i was tinking whether u will ask me about the army pants im going to wear..and yes..u said it..haha...i was pretty shock lah...den i tink if we will end up eating at pastamania...and yes we did...den i tink if u will say if i put that amt of cheese i always put..and yes u did...den i tink dat if u will ask y i bring such a big bag..and yes u did ask again..haha..all happened in 1 day...i din say..i was onli thinking in my mind..and yet u ask out...i got shock lah..and i stupidly dun dare to tink again...after dinner..i was actually thinking wanna go see stars...but i dun dare to say wor...u ask where to go..i said anything...but in the end u still say..."really meh" dotx....haha...or maybe really is 巧合lah...haha..but is quite amazing wor...i actually regret not treating u better wor...haha..i told 1 of my frens..if we happen to patch this round again...i will not care and treat u better wor..i will not tink of anything again and enjoy being with u...quite regretted neh...but nva mind lah..haha..all we hab is memories wor..there is 1 saying... 不在乎天长地久...至再呼沉井拥有...i've got wat it meant... hehe...but i still cant get over lah..time time time..haha...

sch stuff...haiz next week presentation for studio..cham wor..15 concepts leh..now even one also no hab le..all rejected..wat they say is only: be more geometry...arrrrrr...dun noe wat they want...1 want sguareish...1 want organic...siao lah...how to conbine...calculator finally handed up...but 1 additional model making coming...shampoo bottles...haiz...and 1 ergo proj also coming...piangz...so wats the difference btw handed in proj...is still the same...so many...and the shitty lappy still haben come yet..i need it so badly...i cant do my hmwk lah...my illuastrator...lucky lec extend it..if not see how i die lah...kaya proj need illuastrator also lah...now cant process without meeting with denise..siao lah...den my com so lac...wanna install in my com also cant..once install=mouse dead[mouse cant even move lah] so wat for install in my com ..arhhhh...

my store..haha...alot of ranting leh...haha..my store hor..haiz..i need help lah..who pro in html thingy wan? i wanna redesign lah...i feel dat now is not user friendly..wanna update more stock also dun dare leh..haha...who can help me pls contact me lah...

k lah...my projs calling for me liao..tata...oh...wait...who wanna go the fun fair also call me...ytd go treatment see the fun fair again..i realli wanna play lah...haha...

wahaha...siAN wor..now this time...i still in sch lah...sian loh..cus of that calculator...haha....pics pending..not finish yet.hehe...den ...waiting for dat pang sai lah..so slow..i hungry wor..den later go amk eat sth liao go home chong studio le..tot of 1 concept...DANCER~ hope it works..haha..but tml need to show at least 15 concepts leh..i only got 1 loh..crazy le...arrrrhhh...didu read my blog? i really wanna noe lah...k le...gtg liao..tata..

hey..today is may day...whoo...1st day of may...should be happy today..but change le...ok...its over and im coping..fine..lets not tok abt it le..my blog kana complaints lyk im emo..very emo loh..

ytd we've done sth unbelievable...1st...class ends at 12 and start again at 4..km denise fiona and i..gone to tampines during the break and go back sch for class...haha...jus to take neo prints..weirdo...on the way..we saw a cute but yet i tink 笨笨的bird keep on knocking onto the wall..
haha...fiona go carry it loh..den realli cute lah...at first it is very fierce..bite fiona leh..den when fiona carry it..it shuts down and laid its head on her hand..super cute..haha..we bring it to tampines..buy a very innovative hse...very fortunate loh..this bird took mrt and bus with us...haha...den the hse of it is made up of...the aluminum tray..towel..and the laundry bag...haha..realli cute wor..haha..den took neo print liao...go back sch..we are late of cus..and we skip lunch..jus bcus of the cutie bird and neo print..haha..

class end liao go back home le..weird body...mayb too tired le..and a sudden weird craving..i ate cereal for dinner..koko crunch...haha...i even gone down to buy wor..eat half way slept on sofa sia..lyk unconcious loh..den sudden wake up at 1..and i cant slp liao..work on my calculator till 5 plus in the morning wor...crazy de..6 plus need to wake up go meet them de wor..den slp 1 hr..haha...end up flu loh...haiz...very uncomfortable lah..nose wanna drop le lah...den now worst arh..im feeling hot...haha...i mean real hot...hope tml can get well loh...got sch arh..its illustrator class tml..though im com idiot..but i lyk this module wor..cus no need to think de..haha..den jus draw without reason loh..free..haha..k lo..i go continue with my calculator le.. o...and i thing...u still read my blog? y do u ask if i hab sch tml? u today very weird wor..hope u are fine..abit worried..hehe..



lyk this alot..haha...

"neoprint" shots in class..

the neoprint dat led us all the way back to tampines during break
[got 1 more...pending..]



no stars today...-_______- haizz..

went to min hui and denise hse do hmwk...super worry for studio...end up all agreed to go back sch tml empty handed...tml dun noe how face lec lah..but really out of inspirations wor..haizz...den...at min hui hse saw alot of stars..i saw them again...i dun noe y the stars can make me smile...the stars so nice wor...i love staring into the sky full of stars..relax...clean...i jus feel so good... :) i always got this wish..is to see stars with someone i feel for..hehe...我可以..陪你去看星星....haha...the song...who sing for me i xing doong liao lah..

went treatment on friday..woodland got the uk funfair wor...till 27 may bah..arh~ i wanna play...i want i want i want who wanna go with me....going up and down the roller coaster make me feel better too..i want..i wanna scream out my lungs lah..

fine..now i got this kind of thinking..: y i wanna care wat others treat me leh...most matter is how i treat myself...i din do anything to betray myself..y care...haha...i know is selfish...but who's not selfish...everyone is only caring abt themselves...so y i should be so naive and care...hack loh..i can control myself already not bad liao..no time to care others loh..to be cold blooded also not bad leh...u wanna treat me this way..den continue loh..haha..i will not get affected.. tell u again I WILL NOT GET AFFECTED!!!! cus i noe im not in wrong..wat for i care wat u did..wat i wanted to achieve is my dreams...my future...and not care about and hurt about wat u did to me...continue say those things to me lah...dun turn here and there trying to shoot me..u want say it straight loh..cut the crap u trying to do now..not happy just say straight to me lah..dun act loh..i simply hate this kind of hypocrites...hahahaha...shiok now...got better le..so can carry on with my life...y bcus of some ppl i met in my life and i get affected...u are not my mum or my sis...so jus leave it loh..wahaha...

aRRRr...alot of things is happening...give me a break people...i need break...i jus feel im not wat i use to be...i wanna be lyk last time...arrrr....projs are hell lah...im jus lyk a stingy fish in my groups...aRRRrr...ting~~~ 我还是很难过啊!!!too many things happen at 1 go liao...arrrrrr...is crazy...i couldnt understand myself lah..is crazy...i've regreted...is jus not lyk wat it use to be...if it does not start at the 1st place...there will be no end...is my fault again lah...i've regreted..if i din fall from the start...there will be no weekly treatments...see...my fault again...i've regreted...if i din go treatment from the start...i will not be crippling...there..is my fault...sucky treatment is hell....and now...the treatment worsen my condition...and now...i have no way turn back....dun call me a sick...cus im not..

i really dun noe wat he want lah..saw him downstair..pretended im a stranger...wat he want sia...i give up le lah..wat he want den he do lah...poison the com and now i cant operate it properly...when is my lappy coming...aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr....let me bark somemore....i feel lyk exploding....

today 1st class rapid prototyping class..ok..eh...garry very lo so wor..haha..alot to say...den needness to say...1 more proj..haiyo..crazy lah..

half way..sudden craving for KFC..haha..ytd chee yong and min hui still lyk kid die die wanna eat KFC...now my turn.. Xp den cant concentrade liao..

went down to town eat loh..ok..den talk alot..issues abt our class...erm...i felt the same way...i tink mayb both of grp are at wrong bah...must merge class..:P but really lah..bonding...important de neh...but at the same time..slowly understand each other loh..cant possibly 1 day noe each other well liao..slowly loh...mayb go break together..or go out together? can wor... Xp

walk walk loh..cus of JP..haha.. JP jia you tml oh!!! may u be with ur love....help u find pressie for her le oh...walk almost whole day wor..my back cant tahan lah...walk too long liao...lyk u all say..auntie liao..haha...[but i dun want..i want young 4eva!!!] den saw this miniature pastry/chocolate collection...omg...i want it wor..full set leh...very cute..but cant get it..need to save first..hehe...$65...erm my miniature stationeries collections lyk no more liao..arh..no money lah...nva mind save for this set first...miniatures are EXPENSIVE!!!!!is not a cheap hobby neh...pei fu km lah...hmmmm.....

den go home liao...i bought a new ear phones liao...cus i stupidly tot mine spoilt liao...in the end...*cough**cough* no spoil lah..haiz...nva mind...and today...im too shit liao...i was playing JP psp..and then..without clicking on anithing..the memory card spoilt...oh my..so shit lah...b4 dat brendon stilll say wat i touch will spoil easily..and now...er...haha...realli spoil again..sorry wor..realli not purposely de..haha...tml treat him lunch... Xp

on the way tot of themes...but wat if interpret daniel meaning wrongly again how nie...redo leh...den...the pain TRANSFER lah..to leg...pain pain pain....aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr....when is it going to cure neh...at first still hoping it cure b4 sch start neh..but..haiyo...suay lah...ok..go do work liao..

tata...

arrr~ help..no ideas...no concepts...im very trouble lah...i take back those words i posted in the afternoon..i tink i still need time..let me vent out for awhile...avoiding looking at my hp dun help at all...stilll no appetite lah..i hate this kind of me...i hate myself lah....useless...useless...and useless....health lyk shit...........design stuff lyk shit.....family click lyk shit......treat my frens lyk shit......relationship lyk shit....omg..im worst then a piece of shit.......aRRRRRRRRRRRRAaaaaaaaaaRRRRRRRRRRr!!!!!!!!!!!!
got a feeling of giving up my passion...i dun noe y...jus feel lyk ending wor...haiyo..but at the same time know dat...end liao..i will regret...so y not jus bear with it...haiyo...dunnoe lah...jus let me bullshit awhile more b4 i continue with my stuff....b u l l s h i t t i n g .................................
o h y a...k m t h e b u l l s h i t t e r ......................................h a h a ........................................
w h i l e b u l l s h i t t i n g ...........................i t o t o f k m t h e b u l l s h i t t e r
s t i l l b u l l s h i t t i n g h a i z o k...i h a b h a d e n u f f o f t h o s e s h i t
g o b a c k m y w o rk l i a o ! ! !

take care

finally weekend...no ideas arh~
bought my lappy liao..end up chosen the fujisu wan..thou is most ex..but is the best wan la..i feel..so jia you to save and pay back my sis..$3 a day...jia you jia you jia you!!!!! jus now km called and con with denise..i felt so bad..i din do research wor..so sorry..i will do it after i drew my studio..paisei arh...

ytd arh..dance!!! den go the chinese sin sei again loh..he say i wasted my money on treatment..and he also say it onli help awhile not life long de..so $500 fly liao..hehe..mummy hinted me say mother's day coming soon..haha..which mean my bday coming too..haha..but my birthday wishes jus broke le...hai..nvm..is jus a normal day lyk wat my mum say..ytd also feel uncomfortable wor..not feeling well wor..but as now u all see this posting..i can say..im feeling better le..and i woke up le..i will not anyhow think le...should say..fri im drunk and i knock my head on the wall..so stupid and painful can..den i woke up le..i shall be happy from today onwards..i can de oh.. jia you!!

to him:
actually i always want to let u noe..im not realli as good as u think..i still tink im at fault..i remember once i said trust is very impt..but when i was with u..i couldnt...because i scared u will be lyk my ex..lyk how he hurt me..thou how i tink u wun..but there is already a fobia..i always wanted to try cope it asap..so sorry if i cause anything to u last time.. Xp next time dun find gf lyk me arh...so sorry wor..i lyk very lousy...hehe...lyk bring sadness to u nia..so if u tink we friends u are happier den we be friends bah...of cus we are still friends..nop..u are my entertainer wor.. :) so sorri..everytime is u entertain me..lyk own u alot..when u are feeling down..i can entertain u wan hor..hehe...dun feel pressurise le oh..dat day i also said im waiting..dun take it too hard wor..erm...cus i dun wanna it to affect our friendship..now we are friends i should be happy le.. :) promise me u must be happy oh..and have more confident wor...if u feel u are right jus do it wor..dun shy shy ar.. hehe..dun lyk sotong liao.. Xp wishh u 天天开心oh... :)

ok le..i go chong work liao..if not stress liao..

1st week ending soon..
starting to get no slp...
projects lyk mt Fuji..im stress...with my new classmates..more stress..they chong so hard de..

+ speaker proj [ new at least 3 themes, 15 concepts.= last yr: onli develop 1 or 2 concept]
+ graphics kaya packaging [ he says: if p board did well mayb will be somewhere printing]
+ calculator model [ a actual size model with all buttons cut out individually]
+ biz plan [ well..i dun realli noe wat to do for this... ]

1st week onli..arh~give me more slp..give me healthier body..
this few week stomach weird weird de..haiz..sometime also dun feel lyk eating also..weird~

to that someone..
hey u..im still a lady..pls lift ur hands off me..i keep quiet doesn't mean im ok with it..i feel very very uncomfortable..noe u diff from normal.but u are still a guy..guy and gal..no no no so intimate...pls stop watever shit u are doing...im pissed.. *bleahZZzz*

go ZZzz le..tml getting lappy finally..hope it help me thru out no spoil nth..
tata..

start of sch..
end of love..
aren't love just too easy to be brokenn?slient tears..breaking heart..being brave..is not just dat..feelings can be hidden...feelings can be lied...but i couldnt ever lie to myself...i couldnt ever hide my feelings to myself...it jus a feeling dat something is gone...bring me...bring me to the far far place alone..i've no strength..no courage...is too tiring..really..leave me..as long u are happy..anything...as long it can exchange your happiness...everything will be alright..sorry for the hurt i brought..sorry for the pressure i caused..but there u are able to leave me a memorable memories..to u mayb no...but to me..u indeed did well..dun lose confidence again..the next will be better..thank you..i did enjoyed myself being with u..take care oh!! we will be still frens lyk the past..my great great entertainer...

在单纯的爱情里...

往往都会有一位受的伤害比较深...

爱的越深...伤的越深...

明明自己清楚不可以在负出爱情,伤害自己...

可是就如傻瓜一样负出了...

又伤到了...

为和每一次的负出,换来的却是悲伤...

是因为从头开始都是我犯的错吗?

真的没有不会变的诺言吗?

终究都会有改变吗?

爱一个人真的很难...

但是被爱跟难...

the sec last day of holidays

went sentosa..fun..i enjoyed myself..but still cant calm my mind down..but im still worry..y are all this happening?izzit bcus of the 2 stoopid qn i ask? wat is happening?i wanna noe..keeping to urself or ignoring me doesnt help at all..at least tell me wat is happening..problems lies on me? the relationship realli mean nth to u? if it is nth..y are u making promises? y? y making promises dat u noe u will break it..

why promise me dat u will make me happy from the start while now u are making me cry...
if u knew it will be broken 1 day..
then why are u making promises again..
why u promise dat u will no matter wat reply me but now u are breaking it again...
why? is it lyk wat the others say: promises are meant to be broken?
if it is...i rather u didnt make any promises to me...
u are lyk helping me to fly up to the sky and now pushing me straight down ...it hurts..

school starting tml...i realli wanna solve all the problems before facing the new problems coming soon...i wanna noe wat is happening....

我已经很累了!!!

i did my hair..trim? dye...and den...treatment..haiz..i realli wanna stop sia..painful arh~~she pulled more..till i felt the pain and the pain transferred down..same lyk 1st very unconcious..den..did the pressing of spine by dr karl wu?? he pressed harder..and is realli painful den the 1st..and he said: it will be painful..but this is the minimal..the strength will increase and the pain will be more..aaaaaarrrhhhh..i dun wanna do liao..

meet km to watch meet the robinson[3d] 1st time watch 3d movie..wore the spec?? haha..very giddy sia..but ok lah..haha..den meet von poh...i feeling very down...very very down...blaming myself? am i the pressure?? sorry causing lots of pressure..sorry..i dun noe wat i've did..i dun noe..neither did i want it to turn this way..i shouldnt ask u these qn...i shouldnt...i shouldnt irritates u so much..i shouldnt...alot of thoughts spinning in my mind...alot..i felt lyk crying out...crying out loud..shouting out loud to the sea..i wanna vent out..everythings seems lyk getting stuck somewhere in my heart...dun feel lyk going home...

trying hard to communicate with him...but y cant he understand? mum & dad keep on asking us to communicate..cus we are siblings..but did u try? im really tired..trying to give in..as if im ur elder sister..grow up...and wat else u did? tell other girls how u are being bullied in this house? hello..are u trying to get sypamthy from those girls? telling them i shout at u and i din respect u? but now hu is the one shouting? is YOU!!! but i jus let u shout ok..today still tell those girls dat daddy is unfair..hey..u is the 1 being unreasonable ok..is obviously ur fault..and u throw temper on dad ok..but dad din get mad but instead..did stoopid things to make u happy..how old are u..cant u jus think?? u are not a kid..cant u jus wake up...wat are u thinking? trying to get more girls..calling hotlines..hey..did u noe u wasted how much in this family? he u noe dad is getting older? did u noe u spent the unneccessory bills calling hotlines whereas the money can now help me to get a laptop for sch stuff? did u noe dat? did u noe that time is my most stressful time doing project rushing here and there in late nites to do project? did u noe mummy asking for my help helplessly and worrying for dad? did u noe? NO..u jus play basketball lyk nothing happen..and im there feeling helpless...cus y? i cant help at all...i cant even accompany mum for dat nite..i cant pay for ur bills..i cant do anything..i jus cry!!i felt so stupid..really...making wrong choices..if i dint choose this course..mayb i could have paid for u...i would have the time to accompany mummy..y??

evrythings seems lyk im the one causing it? y? i dint want to do all those stuff..y? y? y? i wanna stop..im realli tired..too many things happen in one go...i really cant handle..i wanna vent out..i wanna cry out..i need the breeze of the sea..ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry..

PAINFUL!!!!

rested at home..watch dvd and did some stuff..
pain came lyk wat DR karl wu said..unbearable in the morning when i wake up..den stop..den back again..
cant sit still but slanted..for the whole day..
dint go cut hair in the end..tml den go..den tml treatment again..i realli dun wish to do..is ucomfortable..and tml is the last time my mummy will accompany go..for the rest i will be alone liao..i realli dun wish to do..

daddy wake up he ask me..i dun noe y but his answer make me wanna cry..but i dint..he said in a very caring way..is lyk dat..mus bear with it..if not it will not get well..at first i find him a bit loso..but he went out of the rm..i felt lyk crying..haha..stoopid...? y ? eromyna em tuoba erac ot smees nud u y tub ..
upset..off hp..when switch on..nth at all...?el sgnileef on

为和一切很像在改变。。。我真希望一切是我多想的。。。

ok..end here le..waking up early to go out with mummy and treatment..haizz

takecare..

busy new week!!!

mon:

back to sch did preparation for tml orientation..
records lotsa stuff..play play play loh..
5.00 appointment with Dr Karl Wu for results..
results: no serious prob only dat my last two part of spine happen to join together..Doc also dun noe y my back arches..might be slipped disk might be nerves got pressed might be the joined bones..doc recommended me to do treatment..if still not help a check will do again.. haizz
eat the nice nice cha kuey tiao..nice...yummie..
meet the sotong go home together..
gave him the keychain i engraved ytd..haha..dats the secret..
see:



tue:
orientation start liao...
busy videoing..we treated our group mac..and got 1 abnn dat irritates us..haiyo...all ogls sort of blacklisted him..soooo cocky wor..and im not taking video of u sia..haha...heng not id de..if not i dun noe how u gonna to survive when u hab seniors lyk us..haha..

wed:
orientaion sec day..
1 word tired..real tired..so long nva wake up so earli can..den video again..haha..i got 1 id junior look lyk sotong poly time..haha...realli look alike wor..the face shape..the dressing type..the sling bag..haha..he also lyk jay zhou wor..look alike lah..but my sotong more sotong..haha..so dats the different liao.. Xp [NO SOTONG ALLOW TO READ THIS PART Xp]

thur:
last day orientation...
damned tired can..today last day..super shack..go sch..nth to do..cus boss no come no cam..and noe wat..wat i recorded last 2 days all wasted cant be use liao..hai...den nth do liao loh..play cards eat mac..do mac delivery for junior somemore sia..see..i so good sia..with denise and km..den slack slack slack..cam come den start work loh.hais..1st 120++ came...now 50 came..so sad lah..den today cotton woo bdae ..but very the last min we celebrated for him cus me and km go amk buy cake is actually for a junior de..last min den noe also woo bdae den the "surprize" last min goes to cotton woo loh.. Xp den eat..den water bomb loh..chatted at ltr awhile for time to pass so as to meet sotong at night..but in the end..din meet le..sotong stomach upset...so stay at home..but is scary de..nobody at home...i dun noe y..since im young..i dun realli lyk being alone at home..specially after my depression..mayb im afraid of it coming back..alot of weird weird stuff will come inside my brain..i dun want..is scary...and my heart hurtxx.. :'( so pls pei me whenever u all can..hehe...

fri..
good fri..nth special..work onli..ting yi gone back half way..today all the sickly work together..minli: stomach pain..ting yi: jurk and stomach pain me: back pain and gastric pain..haiyo..hehe..den today my mouth itchy go eat the bee hoon goreng..add more sambal also..den nite time jialut wor..gastric pain lyk siao..it all started since afternoon loh..my stomach feel the heat and den..pain liao..haiyo..

sat:
go dance den continue work..im super duper tired..my eyes cant open loh..and my gastric still pain..so reach workplace den eat liao..realli tired..until dun wanna talk..feel uncomfortable too..my dance fren ask me not to work wor..but cant wor..nobody can work liao..haizz..den bear loh..until 4 plus aunty come see me so different wor..she ask me go home loh..den do stock lyk i went home..i wanna see u wor..i dun noe y jus wanna see u..on the way home i switch on my hp den saw ur msg..y u say dat??y?? haiizz..on train i wanted to drop at a stop so i can use a public phone to call and meet u..but i din...i felt weird in my heart and im nervous..i jus dun noe y lah...den got home..haiz..im alone again at home..den all the weird stuff comes into my brain again..i dun want!!but i jus cant control thinking..so i still called u loh..but u got duty..den nvm le..but y u this time din tell me at all?den my dad called to meet me le..i went out asap..but i keep on thinking y u din tell me de..sorry...im sensitive...den meet my parents kana lecture by daddy..mum..den sis helped me by asking me to go buy food..den im trying lyk a fool to luff..haha..mayb realli too tired le bah..den reach home im on bed liao..we chatted tonite..hehe..

sun:
work morning and is my last day...i wake up earlier to meet sotong..for breakfast at bugis..den go mac eat loh..alamak..dun lyk dat see me wor..i will pai sei de..haha..den gone work loh..the time pass so slowly..we discuss next sat sentosa trip..haha..excited nie..wanted u to go also..but hais..u cant make it..hehe den i got my pay haizz..lappy fly away le..wait again..not enuff sia..and went home ..haha..watch kim samsoon..haha..till very late wor..noe y? i scare tml treatment..ARRR~~~~

today:
gone treatment..1st time and i hoping its the last time..i dun wish to go back again but no choice wor..paid already..first..lie on the "bed"..she tied me so tight dat i hardly breathe[at first]..cant move or anything..she told me dat some patients cant even sit up by themselves from the bed..im realli nervous dat my arms gone stiff..den she pressed the buttons den my upper body and lower body seems lyk tearing apart..den she gone away..my head is spinning loh..very unconcious wor..and is very uncomfortable wor..den the machine will slowly pull my lower and upper body apart..i felt numb..and my head is still spinning can..my mum sitted bside me..she seems more worried sia..for ard 10 mins..she came back and release me..i felt unconcious and i sort of cant react to wat they say lah..my leg also gone weak sia..den doc came and ask me lie flat down on another "bed" wat he ask me i dun seems hearing it..den he lifted my waist part up..and press on my spine hard down..this is horrifying..and is real pain..not one time but lotsa time..den he stop and say its the end of today session and he said..today is using lesser strength..it will increase for my next treatment..pls...i realli dun feel lyk doing treatment again..1 week twice leh..and i need to do another 1 mth plus lah..arh~~~i dun want..and if it cant cure this time..i will need to continue for other treatments..:'(

end...
go slp liao..tml go cut hair..haha..mummy treat de..

nite nite..

wahaha..is 12 plus!!

hehe..today i and him 1 mth oh...wahaha..sally..i did publish it..hehe (-_-")

eh..basically i forgotten wat i did this few days..onli knew im bz with sch and work bah... :P

thur:
eh..today by rite go see the doc who specialise on spine..aunty recommended de..but they din open wor..so i stay at home till meet him in the evening loh..haha..we ate pasta and took neo print again.. :D u very cute wor when take neo print..lyk sotong dun noe where to look at..hehe...funny wor..haha.. Xp
see:

my fav de oh..hehe

see..cute mah?


fri:
ok went for an interview..so fast end wor.. den nth to do buy lunch for sally they all..den shop ard loh..sian wor..interview end at 11 plus but i meeting aunty at 3 plus wor..den go chat with them till aunty come..FOC awhile also..haha..they busy mah..so help take stock awhile..aunty kana shock when i called her from shop wor..hehe..den go see doc loh..faint wor..consultation fees is $60 wor..and the doc din even touch or see my back..jus ask qn nia..60 gone..den go for the x ray at the lumbar? is scary and uncomfortable wor..x ray mah..need to change to their coat..but hor..she go untie it leh...scare me sia..and super pai sei can..den is $52.50 wor..but ok wor..aunty paid the $60 for me..:P but she ask me not tell mummy wor..i abit guity leh..pai sei for her to pay wor..so result mon den collect liao..nervous..uncle bring me to dun noe which reservoir..very nice wor..i ask daddy liao he say mayb is dunnoe lower periece reservoir ar? dunnoe leh..but is nice..and got monkey very cute..haha..den i dun want go hm den walk ard meet von at nite and buy sth special..hehe..dun reveal first..

sat:
today loh..i go the chi herb thingy again..today i soak the super hot one loh..cannot tahan wor...all red lyk lobster..but bo bian who ask me cant sweat..and the sin sei say my health got better but need more slp..and i slim down again..the doc also dun believe so i weigh a few more times wor..happy nei..den ah gong very ke lian wor..send him home after soaking den nobody at his hse wor..my 4th uncle the whole family go out sia..hello cant u see my ah gong need help and care???see him stay in his rm alone..and he cant walk properly wor..need wheelchair wor..i worry he fall again and injure himself again wor and worst nobody will noe leh..ask my daddy a few time to assure den ok de..haizz..hope he agreed to come our hse at least someone is at home..den go dinner with jie and jie fu...sway wor..walk half way my slipper spoilt..den my sis help me buy loh...haiz..den super tired...when i close my eyes to rest saw ur image sia..den u msg me liao..so qiao de..hehe..but im very happy wor..hehe...i realli tink too much wor..sorry!! k le...realli tire le..going to zzz le..tml working wor..full day also leh..hao sian wor..and painful wor..dun noe y everytime after the chi herb soak my back very pain de wor..go rest le lah...

take care

10 days passed Xp

hehe...pai sei..now den blog..haha...busy working..hai...but now no work le...cause i also cant work for time being..hai..my pain came back..dun noe y also..but is painful...this kind of things cant control de wor..want pain den pain liao..i also cant do anything but to endure with the pain..

though is painful but is still quite funny..i look lyk a pregnant lady wor..cant bend down normally..cant sit normally..haiz..im jus a teenage coming to my 19..but my body lyk old liao..bcus of the fall 8 yrs ago..haiz..i regretted wor..now also cant stand long..i dun noe wat my body want..give me a break..

went to see doc ytd..dun noe wat use herb to wash leg arh?? help to allow circulation of our blood..the doc also give a body check b4 the wash..noe wat? doc say sth to me lyk: my gastric not good...and i got weak heart ask me to hao hao take care..faint..so funny...i so young leh..den say my back is bcus blood clot arh? den wash leg let it flow but will pain de..must do 3 times..if not ok den he will tink how to cure again..haha..den wash loh..is painful de loh..sit there for 1 hr leh..my pain is not jus 1 hr wor..pain whole day sia...now also pain..hai...cant bend down to take simple things..i hated it!!!!

today he want to meet me..i also want..but i sort of rejected..hehe..not bcus i dun want..is u will be tired..and not bcus im going out..is bcus..i dun wish to let u see how painful i am..eh..but if i dun sit or bend down dun tink u will see it also..haha...k lah...mainly bcus u will be tired wor..rest more wor..

k le..go liao..cya again

busy days

hehe..wah..i finally can update liao..so busy earning $$ for laptop for the it fair loh..end up forgot is march so cant buy..hai...

*7/03/06
hehe...sotong got reply and sooo...we are together again neh..thanks ai mei ling wor...i finally can say to my friends liao..i and weiliang zai yi qi nei...hehe

*8/03/06-11/03/06
wah..it show loh..super sian and tired sia..1st day sell 1 only but plus bonus total 2..den 2nd and 3rd day no hab leh...sian half way..:( customer lie to me de..hais..den lucky last day got come back wor..no need penalty..sold total 4 sets on last day..but got lend one to denise so company dun noe i total sold 4 on the last day..haha...

*12/03/06
work at parkway loh..super sian..hai...den sotong nva come..say next day den come..hai...sian more leh...den tok all the way and back store loh..haha.,..but i pack store too late..so last 2 shelf lai bu ji pack..hehe..got diff nei..den meet ting and wan eat "paper" eat until i want to vomit wor..den we chat chat and chat...haha...chat alot of last time stuff so funny..guess until wat time?? 3 plus in the morning wor...hehe..

*13/03/06
change shift to wisma loh..so guess sotong no come liao..but he today so sotong..hehe..he took the wrong direction de train..plus his buddy no come he alone wor...plus his hp low batt..haha...ke lian nei..*hugzz* but den he nva msg me at nite sia..

*14/03/06
and dats today..at wisma loh..morning jus change again..sotong today whole day nva msg and hp nva switch on sia...i tot sth happen wor..cus morning no see his msg..so weird wor..den msg him also no reply...scare me to death sia...walk in and out store wor..but still no reply..den when off work den he reply he forgot bring fone out den no batt...haha..and he saw lotsa msg..haha..sotong sotong..hehe...oh ya..den ah ming ge mummy call me again..noe wat..she tml wanna come find me can...hao ke pa..wat shld i wear wor...scary~k le..i go ZZZzzz tml at watch shop wor..jia you oh..

take care
nite

i dun want to end :'(

+ dun be afraid..
+ dun leave me alone..
+ I WANT SOTONG!!!

work end
u msg me :'(
meet my jie mei watch dream girls..[but i cried..]
sorry ting i dao u tonight..very sorry...
go home...
my gastric still pain wor..[break record:*1.5 donut and nacho for whole day]

2.5 hrs more till u wake up and see it..hope u agree..can sotong???

nite nite..
takecare

end of new year :(

haizz...new year end liao..stop collecting ang baos liao..no more :(
i called back in the middle of nite to remind my daddy of the extra salmon yu sheng..wahaha...he remember neh...
ok..summaries the new yr??

*the eve..
im still sick can..but not as jialut as v day liao..no fever le..but cough till siao...den got blood somemore loh..scary~ mummy and jie fu keep on ask me see doc..but waste money de..no fever liao mah..haiz..got bac eat the tuan yuan fan liao..[is lunch de..] den my sis and jie fu go back liao..i go rest liao...den i rest till next day loh..want to shou ye de loh..haizz my parents hao ke lian..haiz..

*1st
go daddy side ah gong hse..as usual everyone will go ard shake hand and say:happy new year *shake**shake*
den most impt get ang baos..hehe...my uncle say my voice very the man wor..haha...no choice sick mah..haha..super sian leh..dun hab new year de feelings de..den i seat in btw 2 aunties loh..they tok very loud wor..my ears cannot tahan wor..my daddy saw liao dun help me seat there luff at me somemore..haha..bad daddy..den get chance to change seats..hehe.. XP

den go mummy side de loh..no ppl..haha..all go holiday liao..den my mummy teach us play majong..haha..this kind of mummy also hab..*shake head* she say: aiyo nva mind wor..new year mah..gamble small small nva mind de..u all onli play the game one mah.. in the end i win liao my uncle dun let me go..play loh..until lose wor..haizz..


*2nd
at my daddy side ah gong hse..hehe..today jus realise my great grandma de photo dat i saw it for 18+ yrs hor..is not a photo leh...haha..is a drawing lai de..haha..but super real leh..special leh...haha...today also go bai my dearest ah ma..i miss her alot...hope she can be alive..she loves us alot..pat us to slp..play with us de..but it hab been ard 14 yrs back liao..but i realli miss her :(
gone back ah gong hse den play majong again with my couzz..from wat i learn ..ha..finalli win..haha..

*3rd
go my daddy side 2nd uncle hse..is realli adult paridise wor..all gambling lah..sian diao wor..haha..den i watch tv..den buay tahan ask my fren out..so stupid loh..go watch movie[ghost rider] scary can..and stop luffing at me wor.. :P den saw her *cough**cough* haha..pls loh..von..his driving scary neh..suddenly wanna turn jiu turn..must inform me mah..lyk play roller coaster wor...remember the red pick up? haha...shhh..dun tel him..haha...

*4th
as usual go peiyee hse bai nian loh..aunty and peiyee realli is daughter and mother leh..attitude same same de..haha...stay awhile..darryl and zeze..pls stop calli him " wo de nan ren" very tai wor..haha..den meet pei yee awhile den u reach liao..haha..den we go eat dinner..take neo prints and oppss..the movie started..haha..we are late by 15 mins? hehe...watch jus follow law..haha..eh..see..i dun lyk fann wong but i got watch hor..hehe..not bad lah..very funny loh..haha..den go home liao..*humf* u lost the neo prints XP

*5th-15th
eh...the rest hor...i forgot le neh..haha...some are below..pls scoll down to see..hahaha..

k le..tired le..go zzz liao...*yawnzzz**yawnzzz*

PAINFULLL!!!

today work again..but at the watch shop..hehe..is better wor..less stress more fun..time flies super fast wor..hehe...

but today..the evil gastric attack me again ...:'(is super duper pain wor...pain till the tears also filled my eyes wor...dun noe y pain wor .. -_-" onli i forgot eat breakfast onli wor...but got eat after dat still pain wor...sot sot de...sian loh..lyk cannot cure de..haixxx..

in the afternoon we took pics at shop..haha...eat snake wor..haha..so sorri ai mei ling..i throw ur breakfast..hehe..super blur neh..but i realli din see ur bread inside..haha,,den throw liao..no wonder so heavy..haha.. o_0

den go home liao loh..i take train till raffles den too pain liao..i get out take cab..super sway wor..i got lost at raffles loh..lyk all dark dark de..super scary..haha...den no cab de..den light also so little..not considerating wor..hehe Xp..nva consider for nite blindless ppl leh.. :P *cough**cough* den wanna call cab, my hp dies...den all cab lyk dun want to earn my $$ all saw me den drive away leh..dun noe y leh..finaali got one cab liao..den board loh..hu noe he dun noe how to go my place wor..haha..he ask me how to go wor...haha..uncle say me somemore..say my hse leh..how come dun noe..haha..but is not i dun noe how..is i dun noe wat highway wor..haha..so mani... Xp i remember once i told one of my colleague dat BKE is Burger King Express loh..haha...so those hu ask me go driving test..save ur breath bah..haha...

k le..i lyk tot alot leh..tml morning shift wisma leh..tired arh..haha...hope tml u can meet me wor...if not i more sian..haha

k le..byebye..
take care :P

1st march 2007

haha...ytd tired to blog..haha..eh the new job is fun and relax..
haha..no customer de..den stand till off work loh..haha..help do the stock..paisei km wor..hee..cus during the time u when eating i almost fall asleep..so no choice de...sorry..hehe...

arh~ i ytd also sms in to get the chance watch cyborg again..haha..cost me $1 haha..hope i get the chance wor..cus though i watch it liao den i also dun understand wat the park chan wook trying to show..but i realli wanna watch rain again..hehe..he is too cute in the cyborg liao..i wanna watch again..who wanna accompany me?? :(

today im happy wor..haha...dunnoe how to describe it..but realli happy..hahahahaha..i will remember today's date and you!!!good luck tml oh..hehe...Xp

sorry wor..dun want to say much..haha
signing off liao..
take care
byebye