The thing that i fear of happened... i knew some day some how it would just happen...when would i start to have faith? when would i have the confidence?

sometime i just hate myself... i do not know why i could not overcome this bloody shity stuff that i'm fear of...

when will the wall be removed? when will i be able to be the past me when i would love and care someone wholeheartedly...

i'm sorry my dear~ <3

i enjoy my birthday~ thanks all...

wed went zirca to party with company....its fun overall....nice music....nice dancing time...wahahaha.....well...think really it's time to retire...lol...MOS changed to zirca liao...and i just know it only on that wed...hahaha....should try with my bestie some other days...cus its different with her...haha...with her= no ending of dance~ ooopsss...

well...working hard for a project but sad to say..im leaving tomorrow for a short trip to cruise...well..u can say " oh no again???" but ya..its new because im going with him too~ lol..his first trip oversea...and our first trip together...excited~

k lah~ got to go do my work le oh...