wed i was called to go for a so called shang hai oversea attachment interview...
though i was assigned a company in singapore already...garry still ask me to go...ok loh...

results:
ended up its not SHANG HAI loh~ hahaha...is lyk somewhere at guang zhou..named jiang men..from the picture, it mountainaous loh..and the only designer from their company said:"there is lots fresh air!!!" omg~ is up there and everything is provideD~ well is considered blessing liao..hahaha...dun have to spend money...wahaha...we going there to design bike accessories....something new to me...and from what they said, i found it interesting lah and can learn quite alot of stuff actually~ and the designer will bring us out to city like HK for shopping during weekends...oooooh yea!!!

but the main point is~ arRRrr~ is china!!!! going there for like the min 2 mths leh and is my first time taking the plane laah...and cook ourselves leh...omg!!!! what if there is no lights during the night time and oh gosh i cant see a single thing lah...and i fell off from the mountain? i will be lost leh...omg omg.....

BUT!! im always lucky in some ways...hahaha...im going not alone but with my dear friend KOH MEI!!! hehe...so blessed lah...wahahaha......she can cook wor...yay!!! im will not die of hunger during that 2-3 mths le oh....further more if i forgot my lappy's charger, there is always her...and if i forgot my hp's charger..there is her too~wahahahaha....thanks ar thanks km...hehe...

there are 3 batches going...1st: winter time, bangz and eason going...2nd: summer time, seth and chee yong going...3rd: autumn time, me and km going~each duration around 2-3mths...and we dun hab to pay for anything oh~is all provided...

haiz..but..my wish to take my first plane trip to korea is demolished...haiz...nevertheless..is autumn time that im going..an i love autumn the red leaves...whahaha...hope i get to see that there????!?!?! hahahaha...k lah..that it...

its cny first day...it should be a happy day but lots of things happened..

i hate myself...i told myself to finish it up...but i just couldn't and i fell asleep...
making me to continue at this hour..but i just couldn't...seems that alot of things is bothering me...

my heels broke...well its not my new heels...when i look at it this morning i have a thinking that the strap will break..indeed..it broken...and its my favourite heels..haiz...

bai nian at my 外婆 and 外公 house... because i don't get to see them often? they seems to be older then i thought... a feeling of heartache... every cny they would be stay in the living room talking and laughing together with us... but today...its not.. 外公 came out from his room slowly..and i bai nian with him...he slowly gave us hong bao and stuff...his actions told me he is aged..but very long...really long till 外婆 come out from her room... her movements...reminded me of my ah ma that passsed away.. im afraid..
she used to be walking alot faster..but today..its just not her...she don't remember us? she seems blur blur...when i shake her hand...her hand was not moving...im afraid...

got home...my aunt called... she says that 外婆 might tio stroke... bringing her to hospital... thats what my mummy says...i felt useless at that point...and i told her that no wonder when i shake her hand..her hand is not opening...my mummy blamed me for not saying...i felt her heart is painful...she is very worried...but i cant help...my 外婆 is stubborn too..and she refused to go hospital...haizz....what should i do??

im afraid 生离死别~ humans are getting weaker...being attack by lots diseases...us..being so young might just go...even doctor don't know why...it became very scary...it seems that people around me is leaving... or am i the one leaving? mummy warned me after she hung up with aunty~ "you better sleep enough and don't rush your stuff till so stress...you might ended up having stroke too~"

i felt lost...i needed him...since yesterday..but he just cant be there for me...things are getting wrong..i knew im unreasonable...but cant he understand and ask me what happened? i dun want quarrels...but i just dun understand~~~~im tired..real tired...alot of things seems bothering me...i want to get out of this feeling..please~

sorry but cny first day should be sth happy...i just want to let it out...

ah ma...i misses you alot...really alot...i misses the days when i sleep at your lap...cuddle around you...always help us when mummy wanted to beat us... i really misses you...even though my memory with you is min. but i always remember how you patted my back to put me to sleep when i'm young...really misses you~

how i wish there will be no death~ being together with your family is the happiest thing in life...they were your family...your friend...and your soul...nobody will understand you better than them... spent time with them before you regret..cause nobody will predict what its like tomorrow...

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Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! Wishing you a prosperous year!!!

恭喜发财!!! 万事如意!!! 新年快乐!!!

Selamat Tahun Baru!

あげましておめでとう!!!!

새 해 복 많 이 받 으 주 세 요 !!!

过新年祝新年~
hehe...hooray!!! chinese new year is here~ money money~~help mummy with the ying liu? basically is the tree that only appear during chinese new year..haha..see:
its so plain....

before:

after:

today is eve...and dar dar book out..suppose to work but because of that bitch..sian lah...do her work...but i like slack whole day wor..festive mood lah..sian sian...den suppose to meet dar dar to get our ring..but he went alone..and came under my blk with this: lovely? we've got our ring~

alright get back to that fat bitch work...im gonna do whatever i can and not think of it...

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this post gonna be a rough one.......................................


SUBRINA !!!! THE FUCKING FAT ASS WITH A TOILET BOWL FACE AND HEY YOU GOT A SUPER DUPER STINGY BYE BYE !!! PLEASE WASH CLEANER LAH...IT CAN BE SMELLED MILES AWAY OK....KNN.....YOUR FACE MAKES ME WANNA SHIT ON IT LAH~

DON'T CLAIM THAT WE DID NOT FIND YOU...PLEASE THINK OF MANAGING YOUR TIME AND CUT ALL YOUR NON-RELATED STUFF AWAY WHILE DOING YOUR FUCKING CONSULTANT~ PROBLEM IS YOU !!!!! WHY OTHER LEC ARE ABLE TO SEE WHOLE LOT OF US BUT NOT U??? AND DUN BLAME US!!!!!!

AS A LEC CANT EVEN REMEMBER A SINGLE STUFF OF YOUR STUDENTS' ARE U ASHAME????!?!?! AT LEAST A REMINDER WILL MAKE YOU REMEMBER BUT WHAT THE FUCK~ OK!!MAYBE I WILL TRY NOT TO BE MEAN HERE...I FORGIVE YOU LAH~ I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE SO I WONT COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS....

ASKING PEOPLE TO CARRY ON AND ADDING THIS AND THAT...ARE YOU JUST TO COMPLETE YOUR JOB AS A "LECTURER" AND WAIT TILL THE VERY LAST MIN ASK THE PERSON TO TRY TO THINK OF A NEW ONE????? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO..
WHEN I ASK YOU SUGGESTIONS???? WHAT THE FUCK~~ " MY BRAIN JUICE ARE USED UP~ I ALSO DON'T KNOW....." ARE YOU A LECTURER? OH GOSH....NO WONDER YOU ARE HERE...CANT BE ACCEPTED BY THE OUTSIDE WORLD???!? HAHA...TOO GOOD TO BE ACCEPTED RITE???!?!? FUCKING ASSHOLE...OH NO..PEOPLE WITH ASS ARE BETTER THAN YOU..

AT LEAST THEY CAN SHIT BUT YOU ARE STUCK WITH FULL OF SHIT LAH...BUSY EATING PEOPLE'S SHIT ~~~

DON'T ASSUME I LIKE YOU....OR RESPECT YOU AS MY "LECTURER".. I ONLY RESPECT THOSE WHO DESERVE TO BE RESPECT IN RETURN.... I LEARNT NOTHING FROM YOU.... A FUCKING L-E-C-T-U-R-E-R WHO TALKS NOTHING BUT NON- RELATED STUFF DURING CONSULTATION...THINKING WE GOT WHOLE LOT OF OUR TIME FOR YOU???!?!?! FAT HOPE~

THIS IS MY BLOODY FIRST TIME SCOLDING OR HATE A LECTURER TO CORE....YOU REACHED MY MAXIMUM!!! YOU ARE NOT EVEN DESERVED TO BE CALLED A L-E-C-T-U-R-E-R!!!!!!


sorry.....about the post...but i felt more comfortable!!!! haha...it feels shiok~ Xp

i got home le...suppose to do my work now..but i just let something out..something that kept in my heart ...

i came home with ba gua and love letters that his mummy bought for me~
mummy came home then..............

mummy: wah!! who give de??
me: u guess loh!!!
mummy: your boyfriend lah....not boyfriend then who??
me: ar??!???!?! no wor...guess loh..u can guess de..
mummy: not boyfriend??!?! sure anot?? your no 1 boyfriend loh....
me: what no1?
mummy: jin ming lah~ not him den ur no 2 ar?hahahaha...
me: yalah yalah~

this conversation make me wanna say out...and guess what? i really said out...omg~ is scary de loh...i told her and daddy..but their reaction is totally different~

mummy: siao...you not scared ar??!?!! kana hurt before liao still want to try ar??
me: no lah...he change le wor...not like the past le...
mummy: up to you loh..is your decision...

daddy: ok loh...
me: huh??!? no reaction de ar?
daddy: what reaction??!?! like i say last time when u two broke... if u 2 meant to be together..you will be together...break le still can be together de mah...you forgot what i say ar??!!? you 2 may also break again this time round...who knows...so i told you not to be heart boken le mah...see now still together..
me: oh...ok loh...

OMG!!!! i said it le wor...gosh...cant believe it...haiz..dad is alright but mummy leh? i think she will never forgive him de bah...but how???!?! now is that im more relieve...but im afraid he will be hurt...gosh~ but he should...this is his punishment wor...

but the good side for me is that..i do not have to lie to them whenever i going out with him le...precisely~ my bro actually thought im a les lah... cus the excuse whenever im out is..i go denise house do my hmwk...hmwk part is true..but denise house is not...if not..i go watch movie with my fren...and my lady boss called my hse and guess what? my bro thought she is my the other partner...omg...im straight lah..

k lah..things hab been cleared...go do my work le...

tata...

it was a nice and happy day for me~

meet dar in the morning to catch a movie~

he came down to tampines and fetch me...

movie supposely to be watch at the cathay as planned yesterday~

but he suddenly change his planned..[so not him]

so ended up at plaza sing~

movie is 1pm but is already 12.30...i suggest to take the lift but..he insist to take the escerlater..and take our time...[so not him]

till then~

he hinting me on some stuff~

weird~

and he got me a ring~hehehe...happy lah...so not him ok~no wonder he wanna change venue and wanted to walk around which we should go straight up and get the tix.

he even did not want to buy his psp slim that he wanted badly...his simple action might be nothing..but to me..is pretty sweet wor...see his face and his actions on that day.. Xp

and in the night...he told me~ he really like the ring alot... hope this ring will really meant everything to him~ no more problems surfacing...putting everything to a stop~

ok...then we catch the movie...Le grand chef

it was nice~ den he bought me lotsa food...as if im a pig lah...eat till very full wor.. den dance~

dance was a painful one...all the floor work..omg...jus make my knees swollen...and PAIN!!!!!

k ciao~

he waking up liao...dun let him see this..wahahhaa~

pictures that i suppose to post long time ago~hahaha

x'mas celebration with my buddies~ suppose to be on 25 dec...but everything din go as plan....so the date of celebration, exchanging of pressie and picture taken is on 1st jan~

saw that x'mas tree? i drew that for them~wahahah~ and below are all the pressie and the log cake brought by darryl~


reveal of the pressie under the newspaper~

i brought the same gift as wan wor~ just that she included towel which i wanted to add on too just cant find any suitable~ended up i got her pressie~

most ex pressie is brought by darryl~ $169? the bear and a lee hua necklace..super nice wor~ the lucky winner of cus not me lah~ ah poh got it~

the most funniest pressie this year is given by ting..wahaha..
the pressie: a large pkt of snoopy tibits...a box of chocolate...a bottle of drink..a acne cream..and lotsa vitamins~

wahaha...super weird~ and her rational is..this grp of us some like chocolate some like tibits so she got both..after eating will be thirsty so drink that bottle of drink...after that to prevent heaty after eating those stuff...can apply the cream and eat vitamins~wahaha....pardon her..cus she studied pharmacy...omg..just like the xmas tree...cus i studied design...wahahaha~ and the one who got that is wan loh~

saw that man lie down with a pen poke into his asshole? that was a interesting pressie by zeze...super funny and i play with it to listen to the different sound whenever the pen poke into his ass...haha..and darryl got that~

what my classmate is capable of....bitting off the can top~

the mac proj with my group mates had put up~with lotsa errors~hahaha...

that keyboard was a different one~ because its prints on the buttons are alot bigger then the normal one ..designed for the old~

some ji hoon oppa stuff....
haha..
abit outdated cause of my hectic school life so now then post..
he did the cleaning up of the korean's ****[eh..i forgot whats that call but the spillage of fuel in korea?] secretly...sooo sweet of him~

got that news from my fellow rain'fan friends...

while browsing through the pictures of his in hk website..i found this....ITS HIM~ omg that was cute and ugly~ wahahaha

and also this for x'mas de~ CUTE~ [ pls click on the pic below to see what i mean]

whooohooo...everything ended..accept for subrina's food packaging project which is going to be due on the 11th feb..
reluntant and felt relieve...everything just gone down...mood came back...and super duper happy..no more sleepy nights..

and further more its holidays!!!! and also chinese new year is coming....chinese new year=money come come..whahaha....and 1 more happy thing is...i finally got my NDS lite~ dar dar bought it for me~ happy happy~



happy~ haiz but cannot do shopping for my new year clothes this year..cus super broke~ sian lah...spent 2 -3 weeks of my allowance on my projs...which is a total of $180..omg~ and plus....my bonus i haven get it yet...dunnoe how to get it leh..sian..but also no time le...den nva mind loh...

k lah..go le...

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