it is just not my day?

im stressed~ real stressed... i graduated but it does not mean that everything ended...like i thought it will be going at a slower pace...

unfairness? bias? beauty and hardworking?

hmmm... only those involved know about it..but is it a crime to be less attractive? crime to be hardworking?

slowly..the effort of work will vanish~

because it isn't that important after all...

learn the beauty to forgive and take...

nothing is more important than them...as long as they were healthy and by my side... i don't mind what is the politics about...

age is just a number... a number that i'm afraid of..a number that i never know i will be scared of...hoping the time just stop...stop at this part of my life... and not pulling them away from me...i will be happy...

if you are rich doesnt mean you will be happy...
if you have the beauty..dosen't mean you will be happy...
if you have the brain..dosen't mean you will be happy too..

but with them around..just them..it will be my happiest time ever...

please stay by me forever..don't ever leave me alone....

with love,
akemi

denise was trying to sent some photos to me through msn...and....

kaoZ... so big lah...haha...anyway cause both of us are using th latest msn and this is what it will be showing...so funny can~ lol

anyway...don't believe i really graduated? haha... see... the evidents...


lol...crazy stuff we did before my napfa test...lol...wearing dust coat and cardboard square hat with a rod container...lol..

my napfa was a shit...and hey dear dear..i pass all for..silver de leh..just because my damn 2.4km that screw me up..and im going to retake...tmd..lol..

im so happy lah...moove doing one of my model for me..and doing it 2 sets.. most importantly it for FREE!!! haha..cause they own me one...lol...not bad hur....lol...

that means i only have to work on just one of my model..and i do not have a hole in my pocket to look for model maker to do my lighting project...yeh!!!

thats all...

with love,
akemi

see~ im really busy recently....hmmm... namecard~ portfolio...stickers and badge design...and model...its killing me now...all have to rush..and know what its only 18 days left to our grad show...excited and stressed kind of feelings how would people who are not involved be able to feel? lol...

but no matter how... i still have my fav biscuit beside me..love them...oh sweetie~hehe..



with love,
akemi

its valentines' day!! <3 <3

first time with dear dear and made him his favourite pineapple tarts...lol...special wor...hahahaha...

its in heart shaped..pineapple fillings are hard to prepare and hard to form...lol...better appreciate it..humf~ lol...


went ice skating with ting and kenny...lol...so long after i skated...obviously i forgotten how...and i grapped him for the whole session...lol...muscle aching especially the arm that i grapped him...lol... (cus i uses too much strength i guess... Xp) enjoy that day with you my dear~ <3 happy valentine's day!!!

with love,
akemi

meeting postponed till today...and we went for photoshoot for grad book...hmmm...this grad show was really everything by ourselves..our individual picture were taken by my classmates in studio..and now the group photo too...cool isn't it? no professional photographers...but believe me they din a very good job...nice picture taken... =)

when we are going to take picture at the NYP logo.. (the big big logo at the slope of the hill if some of you ever pass by my school) that was tedious....~

trying to squeeze everyone in the "cargo" lift~

our passion for ID that we even carry that with us along... double tedious...

but in exchange we got really cool pictures that not everyone will have~

imagine how big that NYP logo is...


cool picture taking session afterall... enjoy =)

with love,
akemi

I GRADUATED!!!!!

SOOOOOOO happy can~
3 years of diploma study just ended with a good ending which i can say?
hmmmm...thinking back when im trying to get to design school till now...its really fast to end now...but worth it...because i just love designing...

year 1 is when all our brain are so fresh ad new...all the hardwork and even more sleepless nights...hmmm...can see how hardworking we are.... lol... all the paying and paying...all the struggling...

year 2 slack a bit? but still sleepless nights... more graphics works for me? took part in compeition for graphics but hey wait...i thought i love furniture design more??? Xp

year 3 is the final year...the slackest of all...but also the most stress year... worried of not able to graduate? and also fun time for attachment at moove...just love year 3 the most... also got to know the new lec which is my supervisor...SCOTT LEE HAE SEUNG!!! wow~ can say learn quite alot from him..nice lec afterall and funny still thou he is a korean~ lol...

now time to brush up portfolio...namecard...model~ final part of poly life...enjoy it before facing the cruelity in the reality world....arrowing over the heads...lol...

with love,
akemi

its monday!!! tiring day...hmm...sleepless night this few days because...i'm graduating on wednesday!!!! did not sleep at all man..and i went to surprise dear dear..waited for him below his blk in the early morning as he is reservicing~ lol...


really sleepy when in school at the same time its denise big 2 birthday.... happy birthday gal!!!


thats all for monday~

with love,
akemi

its the last day of chinese new year...this year is really becoming quieter.. no festive mood at all...too much things to do i think? lol...

but something different today... first time went to my ex boss and ex lady boss house...hmmm...work for them for few years but yet to go to their so called "warehouse" home that is full of clocks and watches...lol...

before entering their house me and my colleague were still thinking "do we need to push away boxes when we walk in?" or " are we seating on the cartons of boxes?" lol...weird~

but indeed it is stock up with boxes...aiya~ forgotten to take a pic...lol...

anyway....uncle treated us nice food at the old place again...its nice and tend by his friend at sembawang.... yummy.... and went back their house to pre-celebrate his birthday~

his birthday is on 12 feb~ if im not wrong? his first birthday cake~ lol


his son and lady boss=>aunty ~

their so called " daughters" lol... hmmm...from the pic...i really saw how much i had grown...omg...its really too late to wake up and go on diet.... sad~ =(

going back to stress up again... still have moove work to do...hmmm...

updates of my work:
- product renderings for my grad book
- wed final crit= graduating!!!!
- moove career fair booth at jurong int and also suntec = also my first attempt to exhibition design... good news it will confirm be out...check it out man~ but i don't quite like it thou...lol...
career fair @ suntec : 20 - 22 mar
career fair @ jurong int : end of feb?


with love,
akemi

a months time and i will be graduating... conflicts, unhappiness among the class...

it doesn't look like the past when everyone can communicate well and gather together..is it because everyone were stressed up during this very critical moments or is it this is each and everyone true self that had been hiding ?

hmmm.... whats is the best choice for us to stop? i think is communication and updates... not reasoning follow by reasoning...

conflicts because of disagreements... solve it?

been neutral of these while... don't involve me and i don't involve you... but recently...something happened and i don't think they made the right choice... even though it's close case and final...

guess my poly mates should knew what happen...

and i just wanna express again... not because of hard feelings nor i just help a little and yet i cant get the $25... is not about the amount but is about why it could or must be divided to those who prepared and not the whole class... why not everyone pay the same amount and use it like an additional amount? because of crediting? because of hard work?

if that is the way everyone should see, then people doing grad book will have more pages? people doing video will only have their profiles? people doing web page will only have their work? people doing on exhibition will only have their spaces?

well people will start gossiping again..i din help at all why am i here bullshitting so much...is not that i do not wanna help...i have the heart to help way from the start...but because of communication again? connection cut off? not informed? changes here and there? i became no where?

the problem start way long ago...dragging all the way and like a snow ball piling up and thicken...kind of like war internally...

hmmm... but really disappointed from the time when i return from attachment and seen the changes till now... we could not actually know how to communicate with each other....

someone said before : designer could not communicate with each other... really is this case?

again...no hard feelings...just what i feel...do not get offended...



with love,
akemi

i did a new look!!!! by calvin my hairstylist aka fiona fren's bro...not bad..can control my super naughty hair...lol....

no more wild and messed up hair..

before leaving for the hairdo...so messy rite? as usual~ =(

pardon me for the blurness...but look at it..so demure..lol... shu nv leh....i rebonded my hair...neated now..at least no damaged hair flying out now..lol...even thou i used hair mask like everyday? haha...

a better one... nice? for now its still flat and so not me...wait awhile more till it become more bom will be better...lol....

with love,
akemi

well well~ lol my daddy's birthday celebration on 25th dec 2008~ lol... my family can be fun too~ with such a playful parents..hehe...should feel happy and lucky thou~

bought a birthday cake for him~ celebration start after a nice family dinner..hmmm...do not have a family dinner for long le... =)

my daddy is so playful... =_= what he did when i said " smile leh~ and lower down~"

he is the most devoted guy i ever seen...he dote her alot regardless of her bad temper... ooopss..and i mean it oh...hope u are like my daddy~ lol..Xp

how lovely they are...after like 27 years of marriage!!! envy~

love them all..love family gathering!!! is when i felt love and warmth with them around...fun and playful..


p.s. i tink i shld slowly update those past event since i got back my card reader cus there are too much already...hmmm...

with love,
akemi