back to sch did preparation for tml orientation..
records lotsa stuff..play play play loh..
5.00 appointment with Dr Karl Wu for results..
results: no serious prob only dat my last two part of spine happen to join together..Doc also dun noe y my back arches..might be slipped disk might be nerves got pressed might be the joined bones..doc recommended me to do treatment..if still not help a check will do again.. haizz
eat the nice nice cha kuey tiao..nice...yummie..
meet the sotong go home together..
gave him the keychain i engraved ytd..haha..dats the secret..
see:
tue:
orientation start liao...
busy videoing..we treated our group mac..and got 1 abnn dat irritates us..haiyo...all ogls sort of blacklisted him..soooo cocky wor..and im not taking video of u sia..haha...heng not id de..if not i dun noe how u gonna to survive when u hab seniors lyk us..haha..
wed:
orientaion sec day..
1 word tired..real tired..so long nva wake up so earli can..den video again..haha..i got 1 id junior look lyk sotong poly time..haha...realli look alike wor..the face shape..the dressing type..the sling bag..haha..he also lyk jay zhou wor..look alike lah..but my sotong more sotong..haha..so dats the different liao.. Xp [NO SOTONG ALLOW TO READ THIS PART Xp]
thur:
last day orientation...
damned tired can..today last day..super shack..go sch..nth to do..cus boss no come no cam..and noe wat..wat i recorded last 2 days all wasted cant be use liao..hai...den nth do liao loh..play cards eat mac..do mac delivery for junior somemore sia..see..i so good sia..with denise and km..den slack slack slack..cam come den start work loh.hais..1st 120++ came...now 50 came..so sad lah..den today cotton woo bdae ..but very the last min we celebrated for him cus me and km go amk buy cake is actually for a junior de..last min den noe also woo bdae den the "surprize" last min goes to cotton woo loh.. Xp den eat..den water bomb loh..chatted at ltr awhile for time to pass so as to meet sotong at night..but in the end..din meet le..sotong stomach upset...so stay at home..but is scary de..nobody at home...i dun noe y..since im young..i dun realli lyk being alone at home..specially after my depression..mayb im afraid of it coming back..alot of weird weird stuff will come inside my brain..i dun want..is scary...and my heart hurtxx.. :'( so pls pei me whenever u all can..hehe...
fri..
good fri..nth special..work onli..ting yi gone back half way..today all the sickly work together..minli: stomach pain..ting yi: jurk and stomach pain me: back pain and gastric pain..haiyo..hehe..den today my mouth itchy go eat the bee hoon goreng..add more sambal also..den nite time jialut wor..gastric pain lyk siao..it all started since afternoon loh..my stomach feel the heat and den..pain liao..haiyo..
sat:
go dance den continue work..im super duper tired..my eyes cant open loh..and my gastric still pain..so reach workplace den eat liao..realli tired..until dun wanna talk..feel uncomfortable too..my dance fren ask me not to work wor..but cant wor..nobody can work liao..haizz..den bear loh..until 4 plus aunty come see me so different wor..she ask me go home loh..den do stock lyk i went home..i wanna see u wor..i dun noe y jus wanna see u..on the way home i switch on my hp den saw ur msg..y u say dat??y?? haiizz..on train i wanted to drop at a stop so i can use a public phone to call and meet u..but i din...i felt weird in my heart and im nervous..i jus dun noe y lah...den got home..haiz..im alone again at home..den all the weird stuff comes into my brain again..i dun want!!but i jus cant control thinking..so i still called u loh..but u got duty..den nvm le..but y u this time din tell me at all?den my dad called to meet me le..i went out asap..but i keep on thinking y u din tell me de..sorry...im sensitive...den meet my parents kana lecture by daddy..mum..den sis helped me by asking me to go buy food..den im trying lyk a fool to luff..haha..mayb realli too tired le bah..den reach home im on bed liao..we chatted tonite..hehe..
sun:
work morning and is my last day...i wake up earlier to meet sotong..for breakfast at bugis..den go mac eat loh..alamak..dun lyk dat see me wor..i will pai sei de..haha..den gone work loh..the time pass so slowly..we discuss next sat sentosa trip..haha..excited nie..wanted u to go also..but hais..u cant make it..hehe den i got my pay haizz..lappy fly away le..wait again..not enuff sia..and went home ..haha..watch kim samsoon..haha..till very late wor..noe y? i scare tml treatment..ARRR~~~~
today:
gone treatment..1st time and i hoping its the last time..i dun wish to go back again but no choice wor..paid already..first..lie on the "bed"..she tied me so tight dat i hardly breathe[at first]..cant move or anything..she told me dat some patients cant even sit up by themselves from the bed..im realli nervous dat my arms gone stiff..den she pressed the buttons den my upper body and lower body seems lyk tearing apart..den she gone away..my head is spinning loh..very unconcious wor..and is very uncomfortable wor..den the machine will slowly pull my lower and upper body apart..i felt numb..and my head is still spinning can..my mum sitted bside me..she seems more worried sia..for ard 10 mins..she came back and release me..i felt unconcious and i sort of cant react to wat they say lah..my leg also gone weak sia..den doc came and ask me lie flat down on another "bed" wat he ask me i dun seems hearing it..den he lifted my waist part up..and press on my spine hard down..this is horrifying..and is real pain..not one time but lotsa time..den he stop and say its the end of today session and he said..today is using lesser strength..it will increase for my next treatment..pls...i realli dun feel lyk doing treatment again..1 week twice leh..and i need to do another 1 mth plus lah..arh~~~i dun want..and if it cant cure this time..i will need to continue for other treatments..:'(
end...
go slp liao..tml go cut hair..haha..mummy treat de..
nite nite..
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