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a months time and i will be graduating... conflicts, unhappiness among the class...

it doesn't look like the past when everyone can communicate well and gather together..is it because everyone were stressed up during this very critical moments or is it this is each and everyone true self that had been hiding ?

hmmm.... whats is the best choice for us to stop? i think is communication and updates... not reasoning follow by reasoning...

conflicts because of disagreements... solve it?

been neutral of these while... don't involve me and i don't involve you... but recently...something happened and i don't think they made the right choice... even though it's close case and final...

guess my poly mates should knew what happen...

and i just wanna express again... not because of hard feelings nor i just help a little and yet i cant get the $25... is not about the amount but is about why it could or must be divided to those who prepared and not the whole class... why not everyone pay the same amount and use it like an additional amount? because of crediting? because of hard work?

if that is the way everyone should see, then people doing grad book will have more pages? people doing video will only have their profiles? people doing web page will only have their work? people doing on exhibition will only have their spaces?

well people will start gossiping again..i din help at all why am i here bullshitting so much...is not that i do not wanna help...i have the heart to help way from the start...but because of communication again? connection cut off? not informed? changes here and there? i became no where?

the problem start way long ago...dragging all the way and like a snow ball piling up and thicken...kind of like war internally...

hmmm... but really disappointed from the time when i return from attachment and seen the changes till now... we could not actually know how to communicate with each other....

someone said before : designer could not communicate with each other... really is this case?

again...no hard feelings...just what i feel...do not get offended...



with love,
akemi