watched Wall-E today at PS.... is a place that i should avoid to recover my wounds...but i went...was waiting for my friend to come...maybe everything is planned nicely...planned to let me forget my admin pass to not let me go school...planned for my friend to be real late...planned to let me be alone at PS...
i walked around...and realized i walked the routes we take on my birthday...i stared at the machine that he touched my heart...memories of wat he said and do flashes so clearly...
i should be strong...i know...but tears fall again when im on my way home...hmmmmm....when it gonna stop...my heart will burst bah...like going crazy kind..
i just don't like the feeling...why am i the only 1 feeling sad here when he might be out there happily enjoying his life..why is it always me!!!! 2 times...i have no faith...no feelings....y is love so complicated? y it cant be a naive one...why to love someone is so heart breaking and not comfortable...i don't want love...but hate...maybe this is the best way to protect myself...
anyway...wall e is real nice..good animation and is shooooo cute....
tata...
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