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1 week 4 days le...

i've decided le...if he is not mine..no matter how hard i try..how long i wait...he is still not mine...maybe this is our fate..our fate to meet each other again after 2 years and ended again...but it is really worst then i thought...

after 2 weeks of break up i will let my family know le..it is hard to act nothing had happen in front of them...it is hard to act strong..it is hard to act i'm fine..it is hard to maintain my cheerfulness..

to love is tough..to wait and love someone who might have lost interest in you is more tough..

i've decided not to love...but just do whatever i want...enjoy my life that my parents made me to who am i..

to gain passion in what i like before...to leave here and get out of here...i know this seems like avoiding the hurt..but really wish i could start all over again...the life and memories that is without him~

friday will be the last day..and i will stand up le..not give us hope...not wait to be love..because he is not mine...i already could feel him left me...

人真的能在短短的時間内變化嗎？
我已經能慢慢相信了..

有哪一個男人是能真正付出感情的?
真正愛一個女人的能?

女人是要來愛的..疼愛的..關心的..
不是因爲你一時的寂寞來陪伴你的..
過後就把她丟棄的..

i thought 2 years ago after i delete all the post about him..this blog will not have any sadness..but end up..........

i got to start everything again...