it makes me think of lots of stuff~ wat the sombody he meant?? i jus feels is her...but i do not dare to say...cus if its really her...i guess its hurtful for me lah....cus he seems to believe that person instead of me~ and still claim dat he believe i wun do such things...if he says so...y wld he still ask me? haizz...shld i really re consider my decision? but i want things to solve...these problem createed a huge impact on me...on my work...i could not start concentrating on my work...omg....deadlines nearing and im not producing...pls help...i feel lyk crying..but i dunnoe y..i keep telling myself to stop...and hide my feeling to myself...i did it..
i din cry in front of my frens...even i saw ting today and i still manage to control...hmmmm...not bad...but it hurts real bad in me...and i feel lyk hugging her again when i was alone on bus..duh~ which makes no diff...but still...i tink showing my emotions out cus prob...so i guess hiding is the best way?haizzz...jus hoping this ending soon~ and i hope it really end....and really happened lyk wat i said to him~ it was true that mayb i wun be able to see him again after he go in...haizzzz really hope to be with him for jus this 2 weeks...pls....can i wish for it?? but i dun tink it will happen anymore....i wun able to see him from then onwards...but will he care?
lyk wat i said to him~
dreams are to be awaken someday and mine had jus ended~ its still a nice dream dat i had been dreaming of~
suan le...fate is over? haizzz sicko...got to do work le...ciao~
ha~ mingshen sticking to the glass...looks cute in someway...haha
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