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today is monday le...
monday morning...i did my work le...and suppose to sleep now for school later..but...i waited stupidly again~
tomorrow is the day...
the day that shall end everything?
i really have no much confident already...
he said i was the one...
but you and her weren't short...these years...
may it be the saddest or the happiest time?
its still her...
i'm the past...do you have the same feelings?
if yes..why wouldnt you cherish the time left?
i said i might not be able to see you again...why wouldn't you worried?
someone once told me this...
if this...if a guy really want to be with you, he will try no matter what to grap you tight...to cherish you
but you didn't...
we were together not because we feel for each other...
but is the pressure from your family..
its different from the past...
the feeling...
the way you cherish the relationship after the fight..is different...
is it because you think it through?
or is it because you already given up...
how i wish you can hurt me directly by saying:
" i love you no more!!! please leave me!!!"
rather then me waiting meanlessly...
please tell me what should i do???

signing off~