firstly...my family~ today i want to introduce something that i think is nice and i tried it out myself i think is something we as a family can splurge on... but he...always give that irritating face...showing that i shouldnt have recommended it..say till it was how lousy and whatsoever...if thats the case, why will he still finish eating it so fast? just take a chance to pin me down? or to insult me? whats that for? shouting and screaming at me like nobody business.. i was very hurt~
he still dared to say its awful~ but why do you still say you go there often with friends?? what are you hinting now? could i change my fate and not to be his sis? oh my god...how long more should i endure? stay out more often? haiz...
night time was a stressful one~ we have a family talk~ money issuses~ at first i thought my parents were sick or something..but now is money issues...got to think of a way to help my parents...haiz....when will this problem stop too? and let my daddy to relax abit? i saw tears when he said the problems to us? this was something quite big...cause this was the first time that the whole family were called to stay and wait for daddy to say something...everyone was included....even bro-in-law...haiz..how could i get more money in a decent way and not let my daddy know? cause he already don't allow me to work unless its school's holidays....haizz...
for now...i'm still sad...we still not solved yet..i do not know what to do...i wanted to give up...but i can't let go..1 and a half days more....and now i still did not get to see him...i do not want to regret...how? it really hurts...did you mean that you are giving up? haiz...i knew where i should change le...but why you wouldnt give me a chance like how i given you a chance to prove to me? you said u will help me...but you did not....what should i do? really to give up? not to see you? before i cant make myself to forgets you? is this really our fate? why would the 老天爷 play a joke like this? making us meet up again after so many years and broke us again? this are only storylines that will appear in movies...why will it happen on me? it must be a dream~ illusion~ because i misses you too much~
P.S : - i won in the ASUS 's laptop skin competition as a gold winner for school category... pictures will put up soon~ 1 dec
- went utterubbish design exhibition...fun and interctive...nice works too... pictures will be up soon too~ 6 dec
signing off~
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