nothing special~ jus wanna slack ard...

still the same..nth changed~ moody days~ when will i see my rainbow~

class as per normal in sch~ but im tired~tok out last nite..but seems that there are alot of things behind my back...i was stabbed by someone whom i dunnoe..i was said by someone saying dat i stab sombody and him...which is so impossible...me....was borned this way dat...no matter how i hate a person or do i really hate a person b4, i wun say dat person??!?!?!? for wat to stab ppl? for our own good? jus dun get the purpose of stabbing~ haiz....but still could not believe y is there this person on earth dat hated me so much...stabbed me twice~ and worst..i dunnoe who the hell he or she is...as in its logical to say dat way bcus i dun contact his fren...duh~ still dunnoe y there are such ppl on earth~haizzz

it makes me think of lots of stuff~ wat the sombody he meant?? i jus feels is her...but i do not dare to say...cus if its really her...i guess its hurtful for me lah....cus he seems to believe that person instead of me~ and still claim dat he believe i wun do such things...if he says so...y wld he still ask me? haizz...shld i really re consider my decision? but i want things to solve...these problem createed a huge impact on me...on my work...i could not start concentrating on my work...omg....deadlines nearing and im not producing...pls help...i feel lyk crying..but i dunnoe y..i keep telling myself to stop...and hide my feeling to myself...i did it..
i din cry in front of my frens...even i saw ting today and i still manage to control...hmmmm...not bad...but it hurts real bad in me...and i feel lyk hugging her again when i was alone on bus..duh~ which makes no diff...but still...i tink showing my emotions out cus prob...so i guess hiding is the best way?haizzz...jus hoping this ending soon~ and i hope it really end....and really happened lyk wat i said to him~ it was true that mayb i wun be able to see him again after he go in...haizzzz really hope to be with him for jus this 2 weeks...pls....can i wish for it?? but i dun tink it will happen anymore....i wun able to see him from then onwards...but will he care?
lyk wat i said to him~
dreams are to be awaken someday and mine had jus ended~ its still a nice dream dat i had been dreaming of~

suan le...fate is over? haizzz sicko...got to do work le...ciao~


ha~ mingshen sticking to the glass...looks cute in someway...haha

friday is the slacking day~ wore super slack to sch ~ slippers ok~hahaha...for jus 3 hrs class...suppose friday is model day too~ but denise want to do her indo lappy~haha...she is killing the indo ladi smile in her lappy...so cant make it loh..
end up we went vivo for this exhibition~
is achitecture stuff~ well something dat im interested too~
really amazing on their inspiration and their model...cool~ but too bad some were destroy by uncivilized ppl who tot those models were toys~ hope our fusion wun hab such ppl ard~den we will ask km to do the bad stuff~ 0_o



got home at 8 plus~ add oranges~ tiny winy oranges~ cute minis ok~



isnt it cute??haha...mini real life oranges~wahahaha..crap~
ok got to go do work le..byebye~

thur~

presentation day~ for a 2 credit module:comm skills

we wore super formal on dat day for jus 3 mins of speech~


便装~

super ladi lyk de me~



tada~ the hip hop de me~
super diff mah?hahaha...


k lah...suppose to let - see~ but haiz....

den dance at nite...super super super kinky lah~ buay tahan... we learn tell me by wonder girls~ OMG~



haha...after u seen the original version above..u see this one [below] by park jin yong~omg~ will faint can..hahaha...

blank~ studio~ help~

i need more strength....alot more~~ i want to get over it~ i jus feel its not my cup of tea after all...arrrrr~ wat shld i do? how can i solve it? how can i overcome it?

jus hoping nth had happen~ stop...marks it to the end~ i jus hope it din happen at all.. scream my lungs out~ jus want to be all by myself~ a world with no hurts...no fakes...no ends~

我有好多不能说的秘密~ 但放在心里也好痛苦~ 一个人承担，一个人哭泣~ 好痛好痛~ 我见到了自己的朋友，但是因为这个秘密~我无法向她奔去~ 好想躺在她的肩膀哭泣~可是就是办不到 ... 因为我已经打算自己承担一切了~

好痛苦~ 这些要等到及时才能停止？每天的哭泣~每天的等待~ 及时才能停止？我真的好难过~ 想要哭但又不能哭泣~ 要在朋友面前逞强~ 好痛苦~ 好想在快乐多一点~好想要抱在你怀里~但我想着应该是不可能了吧~

funny class today~
our class borned lotsa twins today...hahaha...got guy guy...gal gal...guy gal~ hahaha

guy guy: jp and seth~ i tink this is not their first time too~


gal gal: yong qi & denise~ this is not their first time liao hor...


guy gal: si min & minhui~ well i guess is the funniest of all lah...hahha


twinny family foto~

too much coincident le~haha...

vote for me~~~

p.s. the colour shld be yellowish de..but the design is lyk dat~


hey peeps~ pls vote for me @ http://event.asus.com/sg/2007/eee/voting/ ~


in sch category the no 12~ pls~ i need the money lah...hahaha...pls pls pls~ treat it as a good deed...haha.. :P



thank you very much~ :)

every mon is our winter subrina's class...haha...as a joke? we wore "winter" outfit in her class~ wahahaha...


recognise her? denise preparing to go skiing...


dats km...blackie again~


me~~


we flew to London for graphics today and it snow where we are on our way back~ excited~


me and km~


got email from ASUS and i GOT IN~ mean also got in..hahah...happie? haha...but hor funny lah..
cant find the voting thing...ppl...pls vote for me ar~ once i found my link...pls vote~ i need the money...pls pls...honestly...i do it for money... :P next kou fu proj also can win money~...i need it~haha..sorry..but i need money badly now..hahaha...

but i still think dat i got in bcus there is very little ppl taking part...dats y im in tooo...puzzled~

我好想去一个属于我自己的地方...

没有伤害... 没有离别...

天国~

我真得很想相信你... 时间也许是我真正需要的...

即使自己知道了一个好消息，但一心还是很想和你分享~

眼前没有一个让我能够快乐起来的~就让它停止吧！

oh~ so long since i last blog..sorry..but i guess still a long time before i can get on blogging frequentlly..sorry guys..hehe...i will try lah...but sorry for now...cus need to get everythings on track first...sch lah....work lah...everythings lah...im too tired le...sorry...

i promise..i will get it done asap...must visit oh~
thanksss...
love ya~

weee~ cant slp wor...tinking of ASUS~haha..and studio...and NIKE..and the new fashion design...oh..im high on dat...hahaha...ok..

last fri ~ brought 2 design books from page one~ hah~ 25% off leh..of grap it lah~ design books ok..is not dat cheap de hor...

excursion at nite~watch some sex slave related movie [human trafficking]...at dun noe which corner of jurong...hehe...nice movie...but if cut all the talks b4 dat , it will be a great excursion..haha...sorry but im a free tinker...so i jus feel its..long...long ...long... winded for the pastor to talk so long...further more is nite time...after sch period...it is pretty tiring to listen to all dat..and to listen to a ppt with a whole chunk of words on the screen...eh...no offence to the christians de oh...but i find some pts relevant lah..find the movie meaningful...but to bad..its not screening de..

when on the way there..keke...highing~



haha...finally got the "hey bi" from wooo~
after dat on the way back....saw this couple sleeping...and this guy look damned lyk one of my lec..i noe im bad...but i din luff here oh...i jus wanna show only~ :P



sat~
suppose to see mh perf outside taka for the subaru thingy~ but din manage to catch cus my dance lesson starting and still he haben perf..so bo bian le loh...


see~ so many ppl touching subaru cars to get them~...

during dance...wah..is fun as usual...learn wave this lesson..cus i learn it from yong zhi b4..so i still can manage..haha..but when come to the cheorography..aha.....abit messy~..keep on day dreaming den din manage to start on time..haha.. :P

sun~
working loh...as usual...every sun...cus need to pay of my lappy loh...no money lah..haizz...

mon~
sch start differently with gan's class first..i was super late wor..but i wasnt suppose to be..cus the usual bus im taking kana accident at the exit of the high way...but i heng i din catch my bus at first...and i waited 25mins ok...damned long lah...cus the bus went to fetch the passengers who are caught in the accident...so the total bus i missed is 2..and is 969 loh..frequency damn slow de....but heng im not in the accident~..hehe...

dats it..i guess i shld go slp liao..b4 my daddy nag at me wheen he's back~

tata..