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2009-08-12T03:43:00.001+08:00

I MOVED!!!!

no longer using this blog...as this gives me prob...
but i will not delete this away oh

please visit me at http://akemilovesranting.blogspot.com ~

cya~
*the last post for blogspot..

2009-08-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

its tuesday!! the start of the new week...
well the weekend was a tiring and chong-ful week...imagine 2 consecutive days went down clarke quay to club...this is crazy~ =)

sat:
*played with ethan
*lyrical class
*CLUB!!!

km forgotten her IC when i thought she will remember and did not call her back...oopz..
went ZIRCA/ REBEL... drank 1 blackcurrant vodka and 2 cranberry vodka...
wanton supper @ liyi and her bF dating place - Upper Thomson Rd..

sun:
*overslept for meeting clicks..
*marina barrage (damn crowded)
-did something there that make me cant stop laughing...*paisei*
*meet cy..ramen-ed
*quay shio with Bangala and chinna to celebrate NATIONAL DAY...=_=
*watched fireworks with all kind of smell...
*bakerinZ-ed
*CLUB!!
-dbl O and O bar
this time drink like siao..lol... i think i drank 1 to 2 jar of vodka coke and 1/4 jar vodka orange plus tequila shot...but its my first try on tequila..I DONT LIKE!! i mean the salt around it...
lol..fun though...
*camped outside mrt station...for first train...

mon:
*woke up like late afternoon..
ITS OUR 8TH MONTH!!!
*watched up...nice and funny~
*saw a new LG phone...is super duper nice...i love it...but yet to try LG phone before...think im getting it bah...
*watched harry porter at loke house while dear hunt with his gang...

thats the end of the hectic weekend..

2009-08-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm...blogspot still sucks...well..maybe need to change other blog sites already...

recently im STRESS!!! as in really stress...heart pumps fast...cannot breathe at all...because of the project that im handling...omg...hopefully we can get it..its my dream~

2009-08-02T01:33:00.001+08:00

Wah liao!!! really irritated with blogspot loh... what the hack sia.. still cannot upload images... damn it....

2009-07-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm...what's wrong with blogspot?

can't upload images... =(

anyway...i'm happy because..dear surprized me with cinderella on ice tickets yesterday...means..i get to watch cinderella in august!!! yea yea...

happyily say good bye~ =)

2009-07-27T12:06:00.002+08:00

Yea I'm stressed up now...

because...

I will never satisfied with what i completed...

when will i ever be as good as producing fast and professional works?

AAAARRRRRR...i hate it man...

2009-07-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

hmmm...i'm trying to blog as and when if i could..*wink

busy at work...but this is work life...hopefully i could work as least for 1 year..if not i find it pointless...
ya..i know its abit of random...haha...

next..Ethan...i can't stand him because he is just too adorable...like Da sha ge said...babies stupid stupid..yet they are cute...oh gosh..just dote him lots man....

well... ITS A SUPER DUPER RANDOM POST..!! PEASE BEWARE!!!
just want to say something..so here it goes...anyway..cant get to watch cinderella...sad....cause its too expensive...=(

THE END!!! <3

2009-07-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

aHHHHHH!!! another cinderella show coming this aug till sept... happy..cause i LOVE CINDERELLA~ but.... is almost full...cant get near near seats...sad lah...but i wanna go lah~~ sian....hopefully can at least dun get those that are too far away... =)

2009-07-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...been busy... *you know designer's life... =(

but...i did learn a lot..clients...that we cannot relate when we are in school...the super duper comfort zone...

ya...i'm still in office...on a friday night..what a sad case...all thanks to sucky clients...sian plus dulan plus a lot of points that i have yet to discover from...its just the beginning of my road that i chosen..
and i will not give up....

*jia you~**jia you*

*pat pat pat my back* lol

cya..

2009-06-22T11:59:00.003+08:00

wow~ its been so long after i blogged.. oopzz..

well..life was great recently..starting to love my job thou its not furniture design...but i indeed learn alot stuff from here...

design intern coming in soon...and know what? is my junior...from VC...haha.. interviewed them last week... kind of weird thou..

also..i went for a course...3d studio max...fun class... and i knew the power of rendering from then..why school don't teach us that instead...damn it!!!
its really more useful when it comes to rendering photo realistic images for our products... good lighting and materials.. especially with v-ray... most importantly, when rendering a2 size..do not need to put it over night..haha... can be done like half an hr..

ps: fellow design mates... should try to learn that if u still wanna do product design..its really good!!!!!

hmmm... but if it comes to modelling..i prefer rhino..haha... den bring to 3d to render..lol.. maybe it takes time for me to adapt to modelling with 3d...haha...

lastly..my cute little ethan did his first cry on 9 jun.. full of expression...of course the cute ones..lol... check out my facebook... he is really cute...

chao~
bb

2009-05-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

The thing that i fear of happened... i knew some day some how it would just happen...when would i start to have faith? when would i have the confidence?

sometime i just hate myself... i do not know why i could not overcome this bloody shity stuff that i'm fear of...

when will the wall be removed? when will i be able to be the past me when i would love and care someone wholeheartedly...

i'm sorry my dear~ <3

2009-05-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

i enjoy my birthday~ thanks all...

wed went zirca to party with company....its fun overall....nice music....nice dancing time...wahahaha.....well...think really it's time to retire...lol...MOS changed to zirca liao...and i just know it only on that wed...hahaha....should try with my bestie some other days...cus its different with her...haha...with her= no ending of dance~ ooopsss...

well...working hard for a project but sad to say..im leaving tomorrow for a short trip to cruise...well..u can say " oh no again???" but ya..its new because im going with him too~ lol..his first trip oversea...and our first trip together...excited~

k lah~ got to go do my work le oh...

2009-04-29T22:22:00.003+08:00

whooo....

work is still fine for me...and boss wanna extend the testing period for another 2 mths...hmmm...as he said...the company like me... thanks all to mike to give the chance..i can say... =)

well..next...happy dao~ the tram design that i did for Sentosa..remember??? got it...omg....they buying...omg..my design....omg...happy loh...universal studio tram leh.....oh my...

waiting for updates again from boon yeow..and wasted...because..i should have just go back..cause he told me today that actually he wanna hire me back de..but its too late..cause im in ogl liao..but i've told him..mine is not confirm..i will defintely go back if i can...

happy news man...

lol..
this coming sunday..is my party...red/black party...happy loh...hopely it wont be sian for my friends as there might be lots people u not know...

yea...red/black themed...red and black cake!! mayb a red drink...lol..cus there is no drink in black..unless coffee black? lol.. guess nobody wants that...hmmm....

remember its pasir ris park pit 8 ar...got get lost oh...

2009-04-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

whooo hoo...been second day of work.. still going smoothly...like the life in school...maybe because Luke, the graphic designer is mc for 3 days therefore my workload is like double up?? hmmm... hopefully can learn somethings from there...i wanna prove them i can ~

well its challenging there..cause maybe i just graduated..no experience and stuff..everything starting from scratch..they will tend to compare....but i 've seen one of their works...wah..its really dope...but cant compare me with her lah..
super experience de can...i going 21 and she is going 31 le loh... but her work really look so nice...targeting...hehe...

k lah..that all man~
take caare~

2009-04-18T02:42:00.002+08:00

ya.. i graduated...going to wear the robe soon...but i starting to have weird thinking again... sudden urge of not wanting to be a designer?

starting to learn the art of reality...its total different~ real different...and i felt that we shouldn't just end our poly life like this when its still way too far to learn from the society~ we are not there yet or maybe just me?

hmmm...starting to learn not to be perfect? starting to learn not to just listen and do ?

i am not ready for the next phrase of my life... hopefully i could adapt as soon as possible...get all the money and fulfill my dreams~ ^^

alright~ my 21st birthday is coming.. how should i do it? hmmm... i want to have a theme party but it seems that there are alot obstruction going~ no place~ will people really get all dressed up? ~ blah blah... next...budget~ tight~ going to cruise during the same month...argh~ but i want party...*sigh* alright just BBQ at least? hopefully there will be people coming~ please~ =(

alright...make it a colour theme BBQ? lol... when i say colour i guess most of u will know what colour le bah..RED AND BLACK!!! lol...nice right~ lol...

got to go...lotsa of stuff jamming to do...is it good or bad? good start? hmmm...

[i've been thinking alot while doing all the freelance~ verge on not becoming designer.cause it simply never ends~ =(]

2009-04-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

Wah so long after i blogged....ooopss...well~ i graduated!!!! though did not get the GPA that i want but at least is still an improvement after all...dist for my lighting!! 3 cheers~~~

grad show past so long really miss the time with the 44 designers~

its tough~ with conflicts but its still memorable cause we did suffer together...
hmmm...really sad and miss it~

Scott finally saw my boy..lol... funny...cause they really have the same posture... got them to take pic~ lol...

with small eyes.. -> -_-
lol...

alright...recently doing freelance job that i felt not worth it...like lugi loh..haha..but friend price bo bian loh...and went for an interview...ya..an interview...at OGL asia...like event design de bah...will design work for exhibition...need 3d studio max...they do not mind i do not know how to use that software..cause they will provide me for courses...wah...not bad hur...lol..not sure yet...but during the test for my concept they like my style...not bad? now is the final test of application of software..like so many rounds loh..lol...but ok lah...

next "out of stock" still pending as the man went to milan...cool or what..out of stock leh...really wanna work there...but they hiring as an intern..not much pay...Xp but out of stock loh...who do not want? hahaha....

went back school cause of some incident and like kana cheated back...lol...but is ok cause have fun time gossiping..lol...

and yes..i got this leopard print hat...omg..i love it alot can.... from first look i like le...and is also the hat that i always looking for just that i dun like the colour or the prints...and now...LEOPARD PRINT!!!!! happy like what siol~ lol...

did modelling in the usual studio that we are in while waiting for scott for tea...lol..chatted alot wor...maybe we graduated..when hanging with the lecturers for tea..the feeling is totally different...but fun thou~ lol..

this is long~

take care

2009-03-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

i just need space...to vent..because yes! i'm dulan...i'm busy... and i'm damn stress... please be kind to leave me alone?

i have lots of things to do...im not that GOOD to have all the benefits? fabrication or CNC... IM NOT FREE!!!

sometime i really wonder the unrevealed story behind our backs... arrows? backstage stories?
why do they get all this? but not me? i'm that lousy? then why am i still a 3 pointer...fuck!!!

or...are they just like models...got fuck and get all the job done? so a sin to born fat or ugly...hello mr 숏다리 u are old already...please dun try to taste the beauty's meat or sth?

dun try to act as if u are fair...only blinds cant see your act... your wife dun satisfy you enuff??

fine...

DUN EVER COMPARE... cause only people who are not good enuff do comparisons...

so you are not that good...cut all the act to be kind to people...reveal your damn attitude out lah...people...do your work...dun push around like nobody business...not everyone is as free as you... dun go about telling people how busy or stress you ARE...or show people how much things you hab done...cause we just know...YOU DID NOTHING!!! stop acting and get your butts off the comfort zone of pushing responsibilty...

you are given work to fulfil and not pushing...

dun lie to people that it is nice when actually u noe how bad it is... so this is how u feel proud of yourselves that you can do it? just bullshit...face the truth...it just that you cant face the reality...and just fuck off....

broke my toughest record...is to bring out my list of haters which is stack with dust and spidy webs...

my apology....because i really need to vent....

with love still~
akemi

2009-02-24T02:04:00.002+08:00

it is just not my day?

im stressed~ real stressed... i graduated but it does not mean that everything ended...like i thought it will be going at a slower pace...

unfairness? bias? beauty and hardworking?

hmmm... only those involved know about it..but is it a crime to be less attractive? crime to be hardworking?

slowly..the effort of work will vanish~

because it isn't that important after all...

learn the beauty to forgive and take...

nothing is more important than them...as long as they were healthy and by my side... i don't mind what is the politics about...

age is just a number... a number that i'm afraid of..a number that i never know i will be scared of...hoping the time just stop...stop at this part of my life... and not pulling them away from me...i will be happy...

if you are rich doesnt mean you will be happy...
if you have the beauty..dosen't mean you will be happy...
if you have the brain..dosen't mean you will be happy too..

but with them around..just them..it will be my happiest time ever...

please stay by me forever..don't ever leave me alone....

with love,
akemi

2009-02-20T02:07:00.006+08:00

denise was trying to sent some photos to me through msn...and....

kaoZ... so big lah...haha...anyway cause both of us are using th latest msn and this is what it will be showing...so funny can~ lol

anyway...don't believe i really graduated? haha... see... the evidents...

lol...crazy stuff we did before my napfa test...lol...wearing dust coat and cardboard square hat with a rod container...lol..

my napfa was a shit...and hey dear dear..i pass all for..silver de leh..just because my damn 2.4km that screw me up..and im going to retake...tmd..lol..

im so happy lah...moove doing one of my model for me..and doing it 2 sets.. most importantly it for FREE!!! haha..cause they own me one...lol...not bad hur....lol...

that means i only have to work on just one of my model..and i do not have a hole in my pocket to look for model maker to do my lighting project...yeh!!!

thats all...

with love,
akemi

2009-02-20T01:49:00.002+08:00

see~ im really busy recently....hmmm... namecard~ portfolio...stickers and badge design...and model...its killing me now...all have to rush..and know what its only 18 days left to our grad show...excited and stressed kind of feelings how would people who are not involved be able to feel? lol...

but no matter how... i still have my fav biscuit beside me..love them...oh sweetie~hehe..

with love,
akemi

2009-02-14T03:36:00.000+08:00

its valentines' day!! <3 <3

first time with dear dear and made him his favourite pineapple tarts...lol...special wor...hahahaha...

its in heart shaped..pineapple fillings are hard to prepare and hard to form...lol...better appreciate it..humf~ lol...

went ice skating with ting and kenny...lol...so long after i skated...obviously i forgotten how...and i grapped him for the whole session...lol...muscle aching especially the arm that i grapped him...lol... (cus i uses too much strength i guess... Xp) enjoy that day with you my dear~ <3 happy valentine's day!!!

with love,
akemi

2009-02-12T03:06:00.000+08:00

meeting postponed till today...and we went for photoshoot for grad book...hmmm...this grad show was really everything by ourselves..our individual picture were taken by my classmates in studio..and now the group photo too...cool isn't it? no professional photographers...but believe me they din a very good job...nice picture taken... =)

when we are going to take picture at the NYP logo.. (the big big logo at the slope of the hill if some of you ever pass by my school) that was tedious....~

trying to squeeze everyone in the "cargo" lift~

our passion for ID that we even carry that with us along... double tedious...

but in exchange we got really cool pictures that not everyone will have~

imagine how big that NYP logo is...

cool picture taking session afterall... enjoy =)

with love,
akemi

2009-02-11T02:56:00.000+08:00

I GRADUATED!!!!!

SOOOOOOO happy can~
3 years of diploma study just ended with a good ending which i can say?
hmmmm...thinking back when im trying to get to design school till now...its really fast to end now...but worth it...because i just love designing...

year 1 is when all our brain are so fresh ad new...all the hardwork and even more sleepless nights...hmmm...can see how hardworking we are.... lol... all the paying and paying...all the struggling...

year 2 slack a bit? but still sleepless nights... more graphics works for me? took part in compeition for graphics but hey wait...i thought i love furniture design more??? Xp

year 3 is the final year...the slackest of all...but also the most stress year... worried of not able to graduate? and also fun time for attachment at moove...just love year 3 the most... also got to know the new lec which is my supervisor...SCOTT LEE HAE SEUNG!!! wow~ can say learn quite alot from him..nice lec afterall and funny still thou he is a korean~ lol...

now time to brush up portfolio...namecard...model~ final part of poly life...enjoy it before facing the cruelity in the reality world....arrowing over the heads...lol...

with love,
akemi

2009-02-09T02:41:00.000+08:00

its monday!!! tiring day...hmm...sleepless night this few days because...i'm graduating on wednesday!!!! did not sleep at all man..and i went to surprise dear dear..waited for him below his blk in the early morning as he is reservicing~ lol...

really sleepy when in school at the same time its denise big 2 birthday.... happy birthday gal!!!

thats all for monday~

with love,
akemi

2009-02-09T02:11:00.002+08:00

its the last day of chinese new year...this year is really becoming quieter.. no festive mood at all...too much things to do i think? lol...

but something different today... first time went to my ex boss and ex lady boss house...hmmm...work for them for few years but yet to go to their so called "warehouse" home that is full of clocks and watches...lol...

before entering their house me and my colleague were still thinking "do we need to push away boxes when we walk in?" or " are we seating on the cartons of boxes?" lol...weird~

but indeed it is stock up with boxes...aiya~ forgotten to take a pic...lol...

anyway....uncle treated us nice food at the old place again...its nice and tend by his friend at sembawang.... yummy.... and went back their house to pre-celebrate his birthday~

his birthday is on 12 feb~ if im not wrong? his first birthday cake~ lol

his son and lady boss=>aunty ~

their so called " daughters" lol... hmmm...from the pic...i really saw how much i had grown...omg...its really too late to wake up and go on diet.... sad~ =(

going back to stress up again... still have moove work to do...hmmm...

updates of my work:
- product renderings for my grad book
- wed final crit= graduating!!!!
- moove career fair booth at jurong int and also suntec = also my first attempt to exhibition design... good news it will confirm be out...check it out man~ but i don't quite like it thou...lol...
career fair @ suntec : 20 - 22 mar
career fair @ jurong int : end of feb?

with love,
akemi

2009-02-07T16:34:00.003+08:00

a months time and i will be graduating... conflicts, unhappiness among the class...

it doesn't look like the past when everyone can communicate well and gather together..is it because everyone were stressed up during this very critical moments or is it this is each and everyone true self that had been hiding ?

hmmm.... whats is the best choice for us to stop? i think is communication and updates... not reasoning follow by reasoning...

conflicts because of disagreements... solve it?

been neutral of these while... don't involve me and i don't involve you... but recently...something happened and i don't think they made the right choice... even though it's close case and final...

guess my poly mates should knew what happen...

and i just wanna express again... not because of hard feelings nor i just help a little and yet i cant get the $25... is not about the amount but is about why it could or must be divided to those who prepared and not the whole class... why not everyone pay the same amount and use it like an additional amount? because of crediting? because of hard work?

if that is the way everyone should see, then people doing grad book will have more pages? people doing video will only have their profiles? people doing web page will only have their work? people doing on exhibition will only have their spaces?

well people will start gossiping again..i din help at all why am i here bullshitting so much...is not that i do not wanna help...i have the heart to help way from the start...but because of communication again? connection cut off? not informed? changes here and there? i became no where?

the problem start way long ago...dragging all the way and like a snow ball piling up and thicken...kind of like war internally...

hmmm... but really disappointed from the time when i return from attachment and seen the changes till now... we could not actually know how to communicate with each other....

someone said before : designer could not communicate with each other... really is this case?

again...no hard feelings...just what i feel...do not get offended...

with love,
akemi

2009-02-02T00:58:00.002+08:00

i did a new look!!!! by calvin my hairstylist aka fiona fren's bro...not bad..can control my super naughty hair...lol....

no more wild and messed up hair..

before leaving for the hairdo...so messy rite? as usual~ =(

pardon me for the blurness...but look at it..so demure..lol... shu nv leh....i rebonded my hair...neated now..at least no damaged hair flying out now..lol...even thou i used hair mask like everyday? haha...

a better one... nice? for now its still flat and so not me...wait awhile more till it become more bom will be better...lol....

with love,
akemi

2009-02-02T00:21:00.003+08:00

well well~ lol my daddy's birthday celebration on 25th dec 2008~ lol... my family can be fun too~ with such a playful parents..hehe...should feel happy and lucky thou~

bought a birthday cake for him~ celebration start after a nice family dinner..hmmm...do not have a family dinner for long le... =)

my daddy is so playful... =_= what he did when i said " smile leh~ and lower down~"

he is the most devoted guy i ever seen...he dote her alot regardless of her bad temper... ooopss..and i mean it oh...hope u are like my daddy~ lol..Xp

how lovely they are...after like 27 years of marriage!!! envy~

love them all..love family gathering!!! is when i felt love and warmth with them around...fun and playful..

p.s. i tink i shld slowly update those past event since i got back my card reader cus there are too much already...hmmm...

with love,
akemi

2009-01-18T03:54:00.002+08:00

well... im so sorry for not updating..haha...

really busy and lotsa updates..but...the pictures are not able to upload yet due to my dear friend..ting!!!!where is my card reader!!!!

haha...

lots of pictures and updates like:
-mini golf trip
-zoo trip
-night safari
-christmas celebration
-science center
-daddy birthday celebration
-bintan trip
-grad pictures
-our 1st mth celebration
- and others misc pic...

wow!!! thats alot...hmmm...

but now...recently...i'm really busy...just did a mid crit for my last school project...
ideas came by like 2 days before my mid crit and i thought it will be a trash...
but....it ended up in a good way instead...love the concept...and the lectures have no negative remarks...good hur~

now rushing for pboard for our UNIT 09 website...and....recently also did a workshop with PHILIPS...hmmm...very good experience thou...caspier is a very cute ang moh guy..very funny...and tall...2.0m leh...omg...but fun with them for the past 2 days...haha..and also went to the Cerebral Pulsy Center at Pasir Ris for some "research"...

saw those kids who suffer from cerebral pulsy...felt heart pain...and sad...they were actually or in fact they were alot better then us..people who look perfect...straightforward...honest...defintely not a hypocrite... seeing them makes me think of how well being i am? and also how unfortunate i am to have or might have friends that take advantage of me? kind of "acting"?? hmmm....its the past~

and also....
the reggae class i registered started!!! fun..oh man..love it...haha...learned 4 techniques already:

-first class: pepper seed? & locked on
-sec class: on line & "dog pee position"->forgot the name for it... Xp

next lesson will start of our cheoreo and some other techniques too...love it man!!!

well..thats all...1mth plus till i grad!!!

*remember to come down NATIONAL LIBRARY for my grad show on 12th mar-15th mar!!!

and

FUNd raising in my school..NANYANG POLYTECHNIC on 19th jan-20th jan!!!

cya!!!
akemi

2008-12-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy~ hmmm...haha...lotsa to update especially ny bintan trip..sooon!!! =p

mean while watch this...lAST class of this year cat's dance class...

take care~
akemi...

2008-12-05T05:51:00.001+08:00

wahh~ my counter hits are like jumping so fast now...and yet....no updates...eh...so sorry...really busy till somethings went wrong up there~

im busy...busy with works that i gain no credit points..hahaha....

not as if im free... but they interests me...haha

*moove new project for bidding : UNIVERSAL STUDIO TRAMS in SENTOSA
well..they like the design and impressive...got in the 1st rounds...im happy like...........haha..but still got to continue i guess...do not know how the bidding works..haha...thats what BY told me...hmmm...

*JENELL's PROJECT
to you: how i wish u just don't graduate lah...omg...pon school lah..pon more loh...then got to do design to gain back points...omg...owe me big big sia.....i very ex de leh...FUTURE DESIGNER LEH !!!!! better keep my work nicely...who knows i will be famous, can give you my autograph..hahaha.... Xp

still got IAP... Studio....compeition.... busy busy...haha...got lotsa pics...but give me sometime still....hehe...SOOOOOOooooo sOOOOoorrrrryy!!!! Xp

gtg...

tata..

take care
akemi

2008-11-27T02:24:00.002+08:00

whoooohooo~ back to school again!!!!

mixed feelings still...feel like coming back and yet not too...
*somethings i need to clarify~hmmm...i'm into a new relationship fast doesn't mean i'm not loyal~or i'm a flirt... i'm into a new relationship now because i knew somethings about him and i don't see why i need to love him again when he is already or nope~ had never put his feelings into our relationship..it is out of a question that im grouped together with girls that often had new bf and hurt those guys feelings!!! i'm the one who got the hurt~ *smirk*

i'm in this new relationship because i can see how well he treated me as a gf..alright for now since we just started..its not that firm yet thou...need time to slowly discover~ [Don't got affected oh..] but at least i won't feel like a dump ass being played around i felt true happiness.. like he said: "單纯的拥有彼此,才是最辛褔的事~" hmm...if everyone can be naive and love each other..wouldn't it be a happiest things ever in love?

well...so be it if they want to say wor...because it's my life!!! =)
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wednesday:
went to school...haha...like a chalet lah...wanted to do the report but think there is no time for me..haha...
went school~ see their home in contrast presentation...like their works..but it gave me stress too..haha..cause they did pretty well wor... impressive..hehe..pat on your guys back..haha...

and

went for lunch at KFC..sinful day man...haha..but it was long since i ever taken fast food still..haha...till like 2 plus... [school ends at 3pm] -_-"

then~

back to studio awhile and squash...haha...so long loh..like stopped for 3 mths wor..haha.lucky still can play..haha...den chong and meet him liao..haha...

I'M PLANTING A CHRISTMAS TREE!!!!
happy happy...isn't it interesting..haha...can put decor on my own TREE!!!...cute cute cute~~ happy lah..haha....hope mummy will not throw it away not knowing it's my TREE!!!

haha..k lah...pain is coming back..got to go....

take care!!!
tata... =)

2008-11-22T03:10:00.003+08:00

Today is 21st...our last day of internship...hmm..no buses are officially out yet.. sad =( but other small stuffs were out for the sales team...

PENDING WORKS:
* NUS bus..is a confirm job.. but following up by my boon yeow..yea!!
* most IMPORTANT** the IR bus design.. IR airport booth.. [something that can thicken my portfolio]

might be working on another 3D project for Jess..waiting~

gotten treats from other departments..and really nice working there.. happy wor..hehe... taken lotsa picture..and i going back again..cause my stuff are still there...hmmm...

as planned..we went to cineleisure to get the keychain...hmm...and we ate botak jones...haha...caught the "Beverly Hills Chihuahua"...is funny lah..i love dogs...sooooooo cute~ but is still a so so movie as parts of it might be draggy..hehe....i like it because they were dogs!!! =)

he got me a NDS LITE and it is in WHITE!!!! OMG~ really shocking wor...so sudden wor..haiyo...cus i dun remember i mention about getting a NDS to him...but really happy wor... thank you dear~ <3

so tired...YAwnZZ...got to go le... pics up on next post after i got back my cam~

take care
tata

2008-11-19T01:34:00.002+08:00

Work as usual but less stress now..hehe...cause is the last week!!! sad~ mixed feelings.. =)

he came and fetch me as usual too..haha...and we went bugis for dinner...yummy..."LAI LAI BEEF NOODLE " nice~ is locate opp bugis junction the stretch when u get all the foods..hehe...look for "LAI LAI" hmmm...really good... good beef and good noodle...yummy... =)

then went to the bugis street to get the shades i wanted..bought it..and shopping after that...brought 3 tops and a dress...thanks wor... =)

went home...tired wor..but still got to think of concepts wor..hehe.. and got to do my hair...cut and perm and treatment..hmm...when when when...??

go le..tata~ =)

2008-11-17T01:10:00.003+08:00

whooo hoo~ hey guys~

wah so long ever since i blogged~ like more than a month? OOoppps... too busy with attachment..

lots of updates and lots of picture..haha...

i designing this IR bus that gets me crazy and busy for more than 3 weeks... my report just go " IR bus- rhino~" or it goes " IR airport booth" and it goes " IR taxi".. but hopefully my design could get the bidding but it got to wait so long to get an answer~ Xp another week more and it end...3 months is fast ~ school im coming back oh~

[end of my attachment stuff]

new updates for my life too~

got it? nice guy!! better then rain!! don't think too much ar~ 傻瓜 no 1!! Xp sunny boy~
i got the Xing fu de feel..hehe..but hopeful he's not like that bustard.. now i can feel some percentage that you are not like him~ =) hope you like the diary wor.. <3

[end of personal life]

friends~ gathering with buddies~ happy lah~ and our bintan trip is nearing.. can't wait wor~

poly friends~ very long nva gather le loh..aiyo...accept for denise nia..haha...going back school sooon~ and all will gather liao...grad show~ and we graduate~ =)

thats all le..
tata =)

2008-10-11T22:47:00.004+08:00

yesterday went liting house to prac for the competition on tue~ ar.....so tired we prac tilll 3 plus leh...but lucky is near my house then after that fishball drove me back home...but..it was really fun lah..get to know some of their church friends..funny thou~ make alot of jokes..

while i'm in dale's car beside is his friend's and they were like "racing" between traffic lights to traffic lights...simply because tampines have too much traffic lights liao...muahahaa~

and this is Dale's car~ haha...rushing to take picture so a bit blur because is going to be green light soon~

today the 3 's' and clarin flying to beijing le...send them off...hehe...suppose to meet at 9 am but.. i woke up at 9 loh...but heng still able to catch up with them~ talk to them awhile..hehe..

from left: sarah, sara, sophia and clarin~ Bon vogage oh~

people sending them off are me..km..denise..eason..and fishball..but he late...so 3g-ed them while he is on his way there~ hehe

Us and sara~

went Mac for breakfast and i tried the Mac griddies thingy?? haha...but i do not quite like it wor..hehe should order big breakfast instead...hmmmm...

crap for a while after our meals and it was funny..about the motorcycle incidents and i think fish ball's uncle's incidents are funny... Vooooommmmm Voooommmm~ hehe..

k thats it le...got more pictures coming up oh..hehe...

2008-10-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

erm...was sick for the pass few days...need to drink more water oh..the weather recently was bad~

Tuesday was chased back by BY and tristine~ haha...too sick..got home rest for fe hours till 8 plus mummy ask if i want to go watch the don't know what god thingy.. i initially rejected cause really tired..but when i comes to think about i quite curious too..so just follow~

guess what happened~

i saw him!!!! omg...my parents saw him first...and they ask me..."is that jin ming?" i looked and oh yes...and he grew fatter...my first thought was.." wow!!! he found himself a gf that can feed him more than me!!! hahaha..." but actualy he does not have a gf..if his mum did not lied to me... Xp

my mummy still tried to called him..but he din hear bah...

in the night i felt like msging him..and i did...

to my surprized he replied liao...we have casual msg and it ended...

hmmm...fate is playing again~

haizzz can it let me off...i can't breathe if this continues~

wednesday i took MC...could not even walk properly in the morning loh...sian...
stay at home rest and edit pictures..hehe...and i drew something that i quite satisfied with myself...cause is my first time to draw something like that~ hehe....

take a look at : THIS

my photography and art work..comments please oh~ hehe...support support!!!

k le got to go sleep le...still on the way for recovery..ooopss...forgot my hateful medicine again..haiz... went see doc to get the MC...i hated it so much!!!! sian sian sian...

tata~

2008-10-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

today at moove is super duper happening...

as usual we got to help boon yeow [my supervisor] to make calls to DHL winners...

erm..he is a very active person haha...love to make pranks on others...so he changed one of alvin's n to his and especting for alvin to call him...

there is this joke when BY call people with super duper long name ...mostly are Indians... super he decided to spell a super duper long and alien name when alvin cal...hahah....

me just beside BY so i tag with him loh..hehe..we found a Carl's jr menu on his desk...as carl's jr uses lotsa chim-ology~

it was kind of funny when BY eve said Carl's jr is his name..haha...after spelling a super long name he still say thats his dad's name and they stay at vivocity...then he give his name again with super long again...and this time round with a fullstop...

alvin believe loh...wah kao..BY at that pt in time was funny like sia...

then i disturbed Rui...haha...really fun working wor...love it...

them meet up eason with alvin...pei them eat dinner den i went for my dance prac le...hehe...fun..me and denise cheoreo something cool~ and funny and enjoyable...all mixed up..but was pretty fun thou...hahaha~

k lah..not feeling well liao..b4 my illness gets worsen and can't go blood donation AGAIn i better rest liao..haha...b4 zeze scold me!!!

tata!!!

2008-10-06T02:27:00.002+08:00

well well well~

happening week for me~

did lots of exercise and went night cycling on Friday night~

it was fun and scary~
i tio accident at Simei~

kind of kana awaken after the accident but still sleepy..muahaha..

[ experience the different tour]
its a night cycling tour~ by alvin and eason..haha...the name is as above~

meet up with sophia..denise..eason..alvin and wira at parkway parade at 8.30pm suppose to be..but we came late...Xp

walked over to east coast park to rent bikes and off we go...

we settled at the first destination at the hawker center for the guys to eat something..had a super long chat about ID..."those" stuff and encounters they have.. kind of scary lah..looking at the time 10 to 11 plus liao leh..plus we still have a long way to go still..thou i believe if we dont evoke them nothing will happen but its still scary~

then we set on....to the water ski park~ for toilet breaks...

then we continued...to changi~
as it was pretty late and lesser traffic~ we intend to take picture in the middle of road..so alvin went to the center and denise shouted" eh got police car!" thot she was just bluffing ended up the police switched on the alarm light then we notice and alvin came back like calmly and say "faster think of excuse~say we don't know how to go changi village!" then it stopped in front of us..thinking they will come down to check our ICs but end up din loh~

then we continued...wah the route is super bored..cus its jus one straight route for don't know how long loh...guys starting to look for cars that were parked there..haha..kind of fishy huh~ haha...start catching monkeys [catch monkeys= catch couple "doing" things in cars"]

then we reached changi beach~ went for toilet break again~ when we came out alvin said" still feel weird the car in the carpark did not switch off the back light at this time" haha..so we cycle in loh...welll...nothing nice to see..may be they were just about to begin bah..cus i saw the girl tidy up her hair and shirt...haha...think some of them saw that too... den me alvin and eason cycle ard them again wanting to see more..but nth to see liao..haha...so we move on...but we feel that maybe they will continue leh..so we parked at one of the pavilion to play heart attacked first...played for few rounds..we cycle to the carpark again...haha...as planned..is to stare into the car...but then end up like i'm the onli one realli stare into the car loh...siao...but still nothing lah..jus the seat adjusted lower and the gal lying on the guy...but below don't know what they doing...Xp

then proceed again...start to feel hungry and went to changi village area to eat..the guys order nasi lemak..me and denise bought biscuit and drank tek piang~
its a street for ah guas~ haha...so we did some search and exploration again...we cycle into a carpark for rounds spoted some...and went into another one and spoted.. some too...then we parked at the road side to discuss about our next route..but the guys seems so distracted about those "women" keep on talking about them..and we saw how the transaction works..haha...quite envy them thou..with such nice figures~hahaha...

then we followed the bus 19 routes to pasir ris~
stopped at downtown east for toilet breaks again~them off to the tampines park connector~
tampines park connector is somewhere my house there its where i did my jogging with my parents..i felt tired wor...then looking at my house at a walking distance my heart so uneasy can...is so near yet so far~haha cant go back loh..sian~

sian sian sian...at the park...hurt bang! wira hit the sides AGAIN~ ya..again~ he whole journey don't know why keep on hit the sides wor...and the bushes..haha...but is funny lah..haha..very comical...hahaha

then after we reached tampines interchange we followed the mrt track to go to simei connector..cycle cycle and there is when i tio accident..and wasted did not take picture for my first fall on bicycle..haha...but i did see the time..i fell at 6.20am, 4th oct 2008. haha...
den at simei ite there..the sky is so nice...

then we cycle again...hehe...to tanah merah den bedok...haha....wira like street diectory loh..know everywhere..haha....eh..come to think about it..the other 5 of us quite xia sway leh..cause hor..he is indonesian leh...we need indonesian to bring us around in singapore!!!! muahahaha....ok come back to the tour~

nothing much happen den le them we at siglap then back to east coast again and finally~ haha...the journey ends at 8 plus...we went to MAc for breakfast..sort of rewarding ourselves bah~ 胜利品~ haha..but our ka ching hurt till we cant walk properly loh..haha..especially mine lah...they still laugh at how i walk sia...没人性 leh~

got home with wira by cabbie~ then prepare to go hh1 and meet emerine and tingyi..but end up denise not going liao so i went back home to wit for time to meet emerine and tingyi loh...so tired and i dozed off till they msg me...den i chong down for sushi and gathering section...haha...so tired..till i dozed off in cine toilet..hahaha....den got home and rest le...yawwwnnzzz...a fruitful weekend still..

nice name for the night cycling..its indeed experience the different tour~ hahaha...

[my accident]
well..just cycle normally till when we were at a neighborhood at Simei~
there were construction and fenced up by those metal sheets...and there is this super steep slope that we need to take..maybe i too tired or what bah..i "blinked" my eyes...and when i open my eyes..the metal sheet is right directly in front of me before i can react..so i just "arrrr!!!" knowing its too late to turn..hahaha...and den BANG!! a loud one~ but the impact quite big..cause i fell directly to the floor even my head just bang down too~ i landed on my right hand and my butt..so imagine my size~ and the impact..my ka ching pain like siao loh~but my hand is still alright that time~ and plus the bike sit is super painful~ OMG!!! can bloom don't know how many bouquet of flowers ar~ Xp
eh...is before cycle that far already pain liao..then plus i fell...cannot walk properly le loh...
then for my hand..is still ok after the fall only when i reach home it starts to feels nothing..swallon too...and numb think kana internal injuries le bah~ but feels better liao...can move liao...hehe...

~the end~

* sorry for lots of spelling mistake cause too long liao lazy to change~ haha..and the pic will be up asap~ cus same...too lazy...haha

2008-09-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

went dance again on monday at Oschool...haha...

well..same song again~ but is the beginning of the song...quite cool i like it..but too bad daniel forgot to film it down...so cannot show wor...

i just love the style of the lesson...the impactful and retract one...and substain~

den go eat at subway...wah sei i big eater wor..eat 3 full meals...erm..i tot i suppose to be having my diet...??? hahaha..is ok..can always start the next day...no carbo liao~

last thursday class by cat~ kpop~

SONG:10 minutes by hyolee

erm..very girl kind...hahaha...
the tall gal next to me is her first lesson..but she can dance wor..not bad..hehehe...

starting to love dance again..wah..i guess will be dancing through out the week for don't know how long..but i love it...just hope that my back will not react at this time~ guai guai oh~

must dance confidently wor...and apply~ if not the lesson i go all wasted loh..haiyo..no good no good~

k lah..go sleep liao..facing the cows tml again~ but i love it.....

tata

2008-09-28T19:00:00.003+08:00

went Daniel's hh1 class yesterday...it was the same song as i posted earlier...
he modified a bit for saturday class...but i still like the monday class...[the video i posted]

slack at oschool watch drama while waiting for denise...

go sim lim buy my thumbdrive..haizz...sad loh...my old thumbdrive been with me through my poly life de wor...同甘共苦~ but it was lost not even wearing anything...haiz...
saw GARRY TAN!!! we purposely walk slowly...haha den saw wira..den he join us for dinner with eason..sara..sophia...at QQ noodle...not bad...graded 7 or 8 /10...

did discussion at kopitiam after libary closed..

den go back...i did sth disruptive~ muahaha...don't ever make me mad because.......................................i can stomp u to death~ *evil laugh*

or maybe to heavy liao lah..jus one light step can cause the floor to crack....muahahaha....

the f1 sound impactful..haha...i at oschool there can even hear the sound wor...like shiok oh~hehe...

k le...i go hav my dinner liao...tata...

2008-09-26T23:00:00.005+08:00

Eh too long no blog liao let the picture do the talking bah..cause i can't remember much of the details liao.. Xp

*picture not in sequence to the day oh~

*He is chris~ Friday his last day..and i guess will miss his shit face..hehe... Don't u think he look so alike with that shit? hehe.. =)

fun during attachment but when people gets bored it dosen't care where you are...anything can also be done~ Xp

*see below stupid act by me and ee von using jus the scanner and 3D stuff~ =_="
and we get high doing that~

*my hands~

*the pineapple under the sea............ spongebob square pants!!!

*that shit again..being compressed hardly on the screen~

*stress ball being squashed and still happily holding lollipop..if it got hands~

i have a cute family and i love them...
background story: my parents don't smile when taking pictures especially my DAD!!!
during this particular saturday i watch my sis wedding dv~ and during the night time i got high on my cam~
presenting to you my daddy and mummy~ under my request ... they did so much stunt in front my cam and make me fall after luaghing so hard~ this explain why i sprain my leg!!! -_-"

went dance on mon~[Oschool] love it man

*SONG =>Move Like A G - DJ Envy & Red Cafe

meet dale and en for dinner after dance..and i ordered my favourite mango pomelo ice~ yummy!!!

*regarding our grad show!! we meet up again~
people are getting serious~

*focus denise's face is classic~jus happen my cam focus her too~ hehe

* guys are listening too~ help!!! no time!!

because of F1 we are so busy during work..doing jobs that are not related with us~ in short its called SAI KANG!!

*free taxi ride sticker~

while alvin pasting his file~ i use the other sticker and wrap his shoe!! it became a set!! support F1..hahaha

thursday class video [not Oschool one] !! me and the instructor!! i look damn tired..due to the aunty!! haiyo~

*SONG=> 10점 만점에 10점 (10 Points Out Of 10)

LAstly a good news!!! i and denise taking part in a dance competition..haha...suprizing? first time sia...after soooo long~ excited yet worried..cus i so fat lah..later drag the group!! haizzz..

2008-09-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

It was a funny yet embarrassing morning~
went to work as usual and slept while on the way...
guess too tired liao so i never open my eyes till...

i thought it was the Braddell flyover that i suppose to drop at and i quickly pressed the bell so hurriedly that people around me stared at me....

when the bus move....oh gosh is not the stop yet....
bo bian i act smart..kei kei want to drop at the stop..end up before i could alight the bus driver drove off...haiz..bo bian loh..they still looking while i went back my seat... =_="

so pai sei and i cant stop laughing at myself..haiz....i guess this kind of stupid act is how people recognise me as... haiyo

den work...

receive msg about results and logged in to check my GPA...
luckily it came back to my own GPA le...
hopefully my project 6 will be a better one and not pull me down~ in order to reach my target...yea~

today planning alll fail thanks to the abalone proj...wth...keep on want to change thought we only have his proj ar..wat sia...5.30pm end work...5.30 come down tell us to do the mock up..and say tml 12 pm wanna see client liao...can best before that give him...wao kao sia...OT loh.. now still need to work over night for the courts and sentosa proj....ar~

if this world can be more organised and systematic... erm...but not too systematic too...it will be soooooo boring~

tata...get to work~ cows im coming!!!!

2008-09-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

Thursday:
after work went to vivo register for Crocs Design Competition..hmmm..i got pink colour..hehe hopefully can do what i want to show...

went there by bus...and it passed his work place..i was sleeping on the bus i do not know why it was so nice that when i open my eyes its at his work place le...i don't deny i'm looking out the window to see his shadow..but nothing just plain memories in my mind...then the bus pass his house..and i did the same thing... =(

went to dance after that...not the Oschool one..
quite fun..but lots of people...squeezy wor..hehe..

Friday:
hmmm...this week for work passes sooooo fast..fun..gathering with school mates today...msg my clique about the dinner tonight...accept for km the rest like reply "dinner?? for who??" that kind of shocked message...haha..means cannot meet up when we are having IAP??
disturbed denise..reply her saying alvin wanna find gf so ask for dinner..haha..after that she din reply liao...and i told alvin she is jus planning what to wear to meet him...=_="

meet to eat at s11..i missed those nights we chong projs and eat the bbq stingray days...so i ordered that and sotong and shared with km..hehe...

went back mac to discuss unit 09.. is interesting..it look nice and easily done when i went for my seniors' grad show this year..but when it comes to our turn..is like a mission that is so hard to be possible..but it will be possible... yea~

people please help wor...cause there are people going overseas le..more difficult to disccuss after that le wor..

jia you ar!!!

Saturday:
did not go for dance...went to work wor...so tired ar~
nothing special happen today also...hehe...

Sunday:
i slept the whole day..was really tired wor...
maybe because i'm not feeling well for the past 1 week..and plus my gastric..super tired...
suppose to do moove work..but din do..jialut wor...monday got to rush liao...Xp

the end~
tata..

2008-09-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

watched Wall-E today at PS.... is a place that i should avoid to recover my wounds...but i went...

was waiting for my friend to come...maybe everything is planned nicely...planned to let me forget my admin pass to not let me go school...planned for my friend to be real late...planned to let me be alone at PS...

i walked around...and realized i walked the routes we take on my birthday...i stared at the machine that he touched my heart...memories of wat he said and do flashes so clearly...

i should be strong...i know...but tears fall again when im on my way home...hmmmmm....when it gonna stop...my heart will burst bah...like going crazy kind..

i just don't like the feeling...why am i the only 1 feeling sad here when he might be out there happily enjoying his life..why is it always me!!!! 2 times...i have no faith...no feelings....y is love so complicated? y it cant be a naive one...why to love someone is so heart breaking and not comfortable...i don't want love...but hate...maybe this is the best way to protect myself...

anyway...wall e is real nice..good animation and is shooooo cute....

tata...

2008-09-05T22:11:00.002+08:00

OOH...was busy..

enjoyed myself in moove media...

erm..fun..get to see how the ads were done..

went to see the 3d ads..and the smell is so familar..misses school!!

but i rather want moove den school leh..at least ppl there were friendlier den sch lec~
hahaha...

fun fun fun...love it...

but tired at the same time too...got to do p6 when home...erm...i still cant get use to waking up early..so tired for the whole week..haiz....

gastric very very painful le leh..haizz...terrible...that time almost cant stand wor..alvin still give me the bao ji wan? he bring out everytime de wor..haha...but nva take lah..reach home liao..cannot tahan..den eat loh..but end up is gastric pain..sian...no use de...

go rest le..will update the pics once i take them cus i forgot to bring my camera over...=_=

take care lah~

BB=> alvin teach de..to be different cus we are designer... -_-" lmao

sometimes i really hope for life to be simple and healthy..passing each day happily and don't bother about things around us...

2008-08-29T02:52:00.003+08:00

went to work for like 3.5 hrs? of cus no sales..haiz...commission is gone...then went back school for a briefing for my IAP that is starting on 1st sep..erm...excited cum nervous cum worried cum afraid kind of feeling?

i got to a adverbtising agency? moove media~ heard of that?
mainly i guess is to attract people's attention on those outdoor advertisements? like cabbies? buses? trains? interchange? those advertisement u saw are by moove media~

attended my friend's presentation on moove media..find it quite fun and she also assured me that it is fun and enjoyable...so i should be fine there...

but hopefully not too much work that i cant do my own project...

going with alvin too..but he is the god of graphic design..shld be stress bah..hope to learn lotsa stuff from him too...and hopefully i wun give the company bad impression haole...jia you jia you~

-end-

2008-08-27T02:57:00.003+08:00

HAppy birthday km!!! may your wishes come true oh~ and enjoy yourselves today!!! all the best~

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u..
happy birthday to km...
happy birthday to u...

=)

went to take my stuff just now..well..din see him..and he knew i coming and he is gone...
saw his uniform on his bed...got my things.and threw away unwanted stuff..
i left his mouse..hp..and the ring...which make me hesitated..
his mum ask again what really happened..but i really do not know the answer...but i somehow feels something is wrong somewhere...that he do not want to share...
just like what wan said... if now he could not share everything..then in future how u two going to live together without sharing..and yes..that is true...the future...

his mum sayang me again...touch my face and said those words...but i really make it through told her i will not be sad...told her i will not think of him..and i left...

that is the end of our story...i will be telling my family know later in the afternoon le...
stand up brave girl~

~

went vivo after that...looking for presents...and have dinner...talked with my bestie...
we planned to have a holiday..but unfortunately time does not click..so end up will be in the neighborhood country like Malaysia or Indonesia~ as long we go for holiday...before dar go ns for 2 yrs..haha

and a steamboat session..which is like so sudden..haha...this coming friday oh....

finish talk..thought of having movie as all shops are closing..but the time is too late..so din watch le...gone back..and waited ah ong...go back together...hehe..

chill at prata shop..where the place is for us to talk things out and share~ haha...

i realised who are really my friends and who are people that are just passing through my life~

i love you my friends!!!! <3

2008-08-26T03:07:00.003+08:00

today is sinful loh...ate sushi ate popcorn...my per day meal gone for today..haiZZZzz...

celebrated ong's birthday...it was long after the gangs gets together..fun and enjoyable...

no worries while with them...no problems...just be myself..love them so much~its hard to find friends like them..lots of envy from my other friends..but they are still the best....

cause i will not forget how they be by my side when i was going through my lowest times...
how they pulled me up...how they accompanied me...through this years..there is nothing that ever breaks the 7 of us... thou there might be small quarrels..but..we will get it through together...

i do not know how to say the feeling..its just like...as close as a family~

and 1 thing~ this time im not as heart breaking as before because i realise u guys are more important then him...cause even if i lost him..i still have you guys by my side till the end~

remember our promise today..haha..now all of us are 20 years old..we took this group pic..in future when we are 30..40..50..60..70...and so on we will still take grp picture..and we will compare ..hahaha....and make sure the green frame will not get bigger on my face... humf~

lastly..i love u guys!!!!!! no matter how depressed i am with school...work..him or friends...i still have you guys around me 24/7... love ya!!!!

TING!!!!
WAN!!!
AH ONG!!!
AH POH!!!
ZEZE!!!
DAR!!!

next year remember our holiday trip ar..no matter where as long we go for holiday together...~

now 3 plus...later 2 plus meeting them again..going to somewhere my hurts is the deepest..his hse!!!they accompanying me along..to pull me...to protect me...this is wat friends are called..hahaha...den vivo to shop ard..hehe...love them..really...after today...i really see wat are friends..eh...not only today..everyday...

thou we do not see each other often..but the natural bonding between us is too deep~ too deep to let us feel left out....

*wan ,poh and dar went KL.. got all of us and themself 小褲褲..hehe...so cute...and we going to wear it together when they are at my hse...hahaha...

pics will be up as soon as they sent me liao...hahaha

-end-

2008-08-26T02:48:00.003+08:00

today work is like a war~

background of story:
-working for BLACK CLOSET selling evening dresses

-black closet's boss or designer is former IS's designer

-therefore dresses will be in similar design.. [im a design student too..so no matter how big the difference is..there is still the essence of the designer.. NOT COPY!!!]

-therefore immediate competitors

-just like 3 counters away in Scotts Isetan

story:
-customer tried my clothes and IS's and cant decide~

-came back again...and took our dress over to their side and tried..omg!! is like dead soon...

-i followed..she loves both greens...

-she asked me for opinion..

-frankly said that their green is to bright for her skin colour but the design is not bad...jus a bit complicating..but mine will be darker..and a bit different..

-the damn promoter just said that our dress is outdated..bubble skirts are like on for 1 and half years already...but their is like elegant and stuff..the material blah blah blah.. and worst their material are bad de loh..ours quality better loh..satin ok...theirs leh..just a gloss only loh and is so thin..doesn't mean is good...humf~

she said and shoot our dress loh..wth..big black thing...

and when the customer's friend thinks that our dress is more unique~

she said" come on.... pls tel her the truth!!"

WHAT THE FUCK SIA!!! so dulan..omg..

for my character..i bo bian loh...

i jus said nicely..whatever we say will of course be objective..as long you wear it comfortably and u like it... and there the promoter goes blah blah blah...fuck loh...

end up she buy their..wat the hell..the design more old can..

my boss designed that and now wat..he is already a boss of black closet and design that bubble dress..come on...which one is more outdated...hate her sia...may may shouldnt go loh...make me so guilty loh...fuck man~

* my apologies for lots of FUCKs being used~ heh...but realli FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!! thou i cant... =P

-end-

2008-08-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

friday~

watched fireworks!! with him again...
erm..don't get it wrong..just feel he might be a nice friend...
nice fireworks...and was like busy siaming~ haha...
stand too near liao as if the fireworks are falling on my head...and burning~ -_-"

eh~ impossible thought..but its just a stupid reaction a person should have when watch fireworks..haha..

saw my 7 yrs lou gong...hahaha and sinyi..gone with them..and had a crazy night laughing during the journey from city hall back home...

lou gong send me back as usual~ and....

-end-

saturday~
busy day for work..good for me..can earn more commission..hehe...
ting last minute called me for club~ a guy called me for club too~
but of course go with my bestie lah..haha
fun..but it was a funny day after all..hahaha...with darren lao da..
first thing saw me he jus shouted

“失戀萬歲!!!" -_-"

talked with me and stuff...haha..nice dude...

and that day was also the day i realised mos will change the rnb side and the house side...hahaha..waited long and realised that..super pai sei loh~ haha

ting throw me to go home alone~ -_-" 2n is so convenient now...hahaha

-end-

2008-08-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

erm...

today i went out with that guy...watch meet dave..its a nice show...and super funny...can watch oh~

after movie...was weird that he drove..i thought we are like going to take a cab or something but ended up...he drove and he couldn't find his car... =_="

went to east coast...get something to eat and chatted by the sea side..

erm..i love beach..especially the waves..it's just too soothing.. relaxing...

i felted so calmed..so relaxed..and less stressed after that~

he send me back home...

-end-

2008-08-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

不再為他感到難過~
是他不珍惜我~
後悔的人會是他~
我想分開真正的原因只有他一個人知道~
不代表把責任都丟給我就是我的錯~
我的心已有了答案~
不再等待也不再去愛~

我會比從前更堅強~
比從前更快樂~
即使沒勇氣去接受新戀情了..
也對他們沒信心了..
我也會快樂的~

我不相信他們是真心對我們好的~
因爲我不相信珍愛了只相信自己..

愛情就像一場夢~醒來就沒了~
我要如何在相信能？

2008-08-19T11:22:00.004+08:00

1 week 4 days le...

i've decided le...if he is not mine..no matter how hard i try..how long i wait...he is still not mine...maybe this is our fate..our fate to meet each other again after 2 years and ended again...but it is really worst then i thought...

after 2 weeks of break up i will let my family know le..it is hard to act nothing had happen in front of them...it is hard to act strong..it is hard to act i'm fine..it is hard to maintain my cheerfulness..

to love is tough..to wait and love someone who might have lost interest in you is more tough..

i've decided not to love...but just do whatever i want...enjoy my life that my parents made me to who am i..

to gain passion in what i like before...to leave here and get out of here...i know this seems like avoiding the hurt..but really wish i could start all over again...the life and memories that is without him~

friday will be the last day..and i will stand up le..not give us hope...not wait to be love..because he is not mine...i already could feel him left me...

人真的能在短短的時間内變化嗎？
我已經能慢慢相信了..

有哪一個男人是能真正付出感情的?
真正愛一個女人的能?

女人是要來愛的..疼愛的..關心的..
不是因爲你一時的寂寞來陪伴你的..
過後就把她丟棄的..

i thought 2 years ago after i delete all the post about him..this blog will not have any sadness..but end up..........

i got to start everything again...

2008-08-18T02:32:00.001+08:00

saw this and i tried out~
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
do u think it is true about me? but i find it similar ~ can try oh~

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2008-08-18T01:52:00.003+08:00

1 week and 3 days le...

I'm still waiting~
bro-in-law ask about it le..but i still do not wish to let them know about it yet...

越來越痛苦了~ 我能隱瞞到多久？

my gastric came back too..and very very bad...till i feel like vomiting almost after my every meal~ the more i eat the painful it is..why is it sooooo weird de? really tired...shall wait and see how bah.. because i really hate medicine very much...

2008-08-16T11:23:00.002+08:00

i changed song wor..haa.. though the song is a bit old...but it shows what I'm feeling now..how i feels... haizz..

it reminds of us 2-3 year back...thought nothing will happen again..but now...everything turn a big round and gone back to the starting point...

BOA - Waiting

Uri orma maningayo cham oren shigani hulloneyo
we jaku ne mami aphun gonji
we guri apha hanayo hogshirado himdun il issonayo
we amumar haji anhanayo

** Jigum inde gude aphinde
marheya hanunde naui maumur
oren shigan guderur hyanghan
girodon gidarimur
babogathjyo hangsang gurejyo
gure ya hejyo guder wiheso
sarangheyo yojonhi gamsaheyo
We nar jabji anhanayo we amugodo mudji anhanayo
gude obnun nega goenchanhur god gathnayo

repeat**

Na argo issoyo
nega gudege
majimag hangaji hejur su inun goshi
ibyorpuniranun god

Ijesoya kedarun naui
mojaran sarangur yongsohe jwoyo
sarangheyo yojonhi gamsaheyo
sarangheyo imari hago shiphojyo

translation

BOA - Waiting

how long has it been?
a lot of time has passed by
why am i hurting so?
why are you hurting?
by chance, has something happened?
why aren't you speaking?

it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?

it's always been like so..
it's always had to be like this
i love you for you
i still thank you
why aren't you holding onto me?
why aren't you asking anything?
do you think i can do well without you?

it's now..
i'm in front you you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waitng for you..
isn't it dumb?

i know..
the last thing i could ever do for you is separation
please forgive my love that i've realize is not enough
i love you..
i still thank you
i love you..
i wanted to tell you this

2008-08-16T00:02:00.004+08:00

today is another Friday~

1 week passed~

and I'm still waiting..i know I'm foolish but somehow..i knew the reason le bah...

hope i did not get it wrong this time..but i know..i was super heart broken..because he is sick..he is so stressed up...but i couldn't by his side this time round..

i knew i was wrong..

i'll still wait till u tell me yourselve that you love me no more!!! you already get use to life without me!!!

2008-08-14T17:54:00.003+08:00

i went clubbing last night~

enjoy being single again?

i could not believe what i did...its just not me...if i were to go with my 死黨.. i guess it will not happen bah~

but i can say i really enjoy myself...but after everything ended..i missed him badly wor...

is ok.... at least saw this very tall cute guy.. OMG!!! he is just behind us..and he is really cute~ if not because of the guy following me i guess me and hana will just slowly move to him... muahaha~

that was so bitchy~

but that guy also not bad lah..at least i can have something to drink 1 jar wor..good good..haha..if not so thirsty can~ haha

damn HAna don't rescue me instead standing there counting how many guys approach sia.. wth~

but its fun...dance make me forget everything...i love dance!!! eh..not just clubbing ar..must emphasize cause I'm not chiong-ster~ haha...

few things i do not like about club but i dun mind going:
1: after club i smell smoky~ haha...
2: there is no transportation~ if there is someone send me home i do not mind wor~
3: DRUNKARDS!!!! omg is like terrible de loh..especially girls getting drunk...total turn off..
( because of that hana got splashed by a drunk lady in front her cute guy wor..)
4: its hot dancing with so many people around...if the air conditional is cooler wah~ that would be great~

hehe...know its a stupid cum bo liao post~ but i enjoy~ really..at least make me forget during that period of time...muahaha...

so anyone on for the next ladies night??

2008-08-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

it was so long ever since i blogged...

haa..sudden urge now bah~ my life is changing le...

i dun wish to be who am i~ just want a ordinary and simple life? moving away from this confusing and messed up life....

me~ who make through all the way so hard to design now i thought of giving up and is like I'm left with 1/2 years to go before i get that cert i longing to have~

i also do not know why~
but i know is not about him i have that feelings when I'm with him too~

but i know every time when its at the most important times we will have problems...and there it goes again for my final year we broke up~

don't ask me what happened..because..i also do not know what i have done to make him hate me? the reason i thought is not even a reason..I'm so lost!!!!

i hope i can make it through and not like when I'm having O..

get over it and I'm done~

i could if i can don't take everything so hard~

2008-05-25T11:16:00.003+08:00

rushing for vi now..im tired sometimes..and the pain just don't go away..i really hope is like what dad say...but thou i believe him there are still scare and worries..cause it just don't go away...

started to have negative thoughts.. maybe i couldn't go into their lifestyle.. maybe i am not suppose to go in or blend in... because is just not me and i couldn't afford... im just a nobody..i just need time i guess...

i want to enjoy my life...i want to achieve what i want to achieve...i want to believe myself that i can...i want to prove that i can make it...i want people who don't believe me to regret...but simply...i just want nothing to happen...and go back to baby life...the naive times where i see people being nice and good...the times where people care and concern...and the times where nothing happens...but i know it will not happen~

going back to work le... 안녕히 졔세요

2008-05-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

i realized i did not blog for a long long time..

lotsa updates..lotsa pics..

will do it as soon as possible..

but for now..i going to relieve stress..

im totally messed up..and i know i got to change for my own good..

next week is my start of school after 2 weeks of troubled holiday..

im gonna do my work as in really to do work in school time...cause..i need to work already..i need money badly...i hope i can do it..really..i believe i can..

7th will be my favorite date now.. counting down to the day..jia you..

and now..

i do not know what had happen..but if it is going to be the same and not recover..i got to go see the doc..

just hope that it ain't any big problem to my health..

2008-04-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

I'm stressed up now~ mid crit next week liao.. and still no proposal out yet.. oh gosh!!

look at the table I'm facing most of the time~ its much too comfortable that i can't do my work..*excuses*

arrrrrrrr!!! ok stop!!!! stop ranting liao~ bye bye!!!!

i did not hope for the best~ but just want my life be better~

2008-04-14T12:19:00.011+08:00

today is first day of school for my juniors~

the school is damned packed... like sardine that were packed in the cans..

another thing is the lift... in normal days its already very very very slow... further more... now is the start of school.. is even slower and squeezy~ it is super duper warm in the lift... and slow...

and now second thing is~ Mr Pang Min Hui cut his hair.. and he look yan dao today.. a bit of Lee Jun Ki taste~ like 美少男~

taking picture with idol ~ Pang Min Hui => we suspect he style his hair nice nice because its the first day of school... leave good image to juniors ar~but.........................................

this is his actual self~ don't be deceive by his nice hair today!!! muahahahah~

2008-04-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

today no locking but went for Daniel's hh1 class..is fun..i loves the moves and i definitely enjoyed myself ~

meet km after that and walked around~

reach home and i saw something :

2 adults playing psp~

for your information:

* they are husband and wife

* they attracted to psp since last week i brought my da's psp home

* they were insane enough to get psp each for themselves~

* they are definitely indulge in playing till my mum chased them home~ wahahaha...

secondly~ my family became gamers~

ha ha ha~ my mummy snatching away my nds~ how focus are they~ haiz... and also someone not in the picture is my bro... playing computer game.... VIWAWA!!!

left the poor me whom nds is being snatch away~ watching tv!!!! sian!!!!

2008-04-11T12:35:00.002+08:00

i wish that whenever i open my eyes... everything will be over~ no more sadness... all i do is just enjoyment ~ live my life to the fullest everyday~

maybe like what my friend say: I'm unfortunate...

I'm starting to believe that there is no true love~

maybe I'm the only one who wants great and lasting love where everyone are only enjoying and playing around?

love is not about finding someone you can live with BUT is finding someone you can't live without~

am i the one u can't live without?

2008-04-08T11:01:00.005+08:00

yeah~ finally its over..

say bye bye industrial project!!! and here i come DNO~

dance...i need more groove and more power~ to improve.. do every moves sharply~ yea~

i can do it de...

아자 아자 화이팅!!!!

my hair~ nice??
got to go do my stuff le..

tata~

2008-04-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

whooo hoo~ miss me??

year 3 life don't seems hectic but it is very hectic.. as in very very very hectic~

or maybe is just my fault of not managing my time well enough?

i experienced the stress we will have after we graduated and work in some companies.. the constraints in the reality~
not every design concepts can be used..and that explain the reason why the products were not as stylish as it should? probably stylish stuff are for the rich? cus of manufacturing and blah blah blah???!?

im busy!! lots of updates..
- guang zhou first batch -eason & bangz left
- beijing BITC - yude, garette, simin & ern left
- dar dar birthday
- industrial proj
- blah blah blah~

going to do my stuff le...tml wanna go dating
hahaha...

tata~

2008-03-25T15:18:00.003+08:00

Don't u think human are funny? yes..im of course a human too..but i felt people are weird..

If u hate somebody..why do people do not say or avoid.. but still treat the person well..and talk bad stuff behind his/her back~

If u meant well to be friend with somebody.. why u do not trust the person and afraid he/she treats u badly~

Friends share sadness and happiness with you.. those who are selfish enough and those who only cared for themselves are they friends?? Those who escaped when u needed help are they your friends?

In this world full of "cruelity"are they trueful friends that i can trust?

Yes~ i met them... but there were also those who meant to use me.. why does my trust for my friends are always being misused.. they were those who said we are friends by mouth and there aint no friendship in their heart~
~gnitruh sti ??suoivbo os llit od t'nod tsael ta uoy nac..ees i taht deracs era uoy fi ~em gniwohs diova t'nod
tata..
take care

2008-03-16T14:25:00.005+08:00

whoooohooo~ so long ever since i blogged~

miss me hah~

well school started so unfairly for us.... and its my final year now~ struggling with the DNO proj now which is the major proj~ is the coming third week but i still have no feel~ pls inspire me to work~ im so floating~

final year in poly is scary~ i never wanted to step till that year...it going to end my diploma life.. diploma oh~ is like wah~ i've got a diploma..and it marks the start of my dreams~ stepping nearer and nearer~ ar...scary~ what am i going to be?? where will i ended to be? no one will ever thought of..the time that lead us to the end will finally flash my future~ whoooo~ get started bah~ still need to do a write up...gosh...

i finally watched step up 2 ~ it was nice.. the dance and stuff... but i still prefer step up 1...it is more impact-ful~ hahaha...step up 2 is more streets stuff..and is sort of like stomp the yard kind...but 1 is more unique in a way bah..i lyk the combination of different style of dance~ even its in a show casing in a school event..just the dance combination~ i prefer step up 1 and if to see the location and the moves~ i love the popping of step up 2~ and also the 电动屁股~ that andie always do..cute wor..wanna master that~ hahaha.. super fast sia..

k lah..go do my stuff liao..update soon..hahaha

if i got the time~ Xp

2008-02-16T14:01:00.002+08:00

wed i was called to go for a so called shang hai oversea attachment interview...
though i was assigned a company in singapore already...garry still ask me to go...ok loh...

results:
ended up its not SHANG HAI loh~ hahaha...is lyk somewhere at guang zhou..named jiang men..from the picture, it mountainaous loh..and the only designer from their company said:"there is lots fresh air!!!" omg~ is up there and everything is provideD~ well is considered blessing liao..hahaha...dun have to spend money...wahaha...we going there to design bike accessories....something new to me...and from what they said, i found it interesting lah and can learn quite alot of stuff actually~ and the designer will bring us out to city like HK for shopping during weekends...oooooh yea!!!

but the main point is~ arRRrr~ is china!!!! going there for like the min 2 mths leh and is my first time taking the plane laah...and cook ourselves leh...omg!!!! what if there is no lights during the night time and oh gosh i cant see a single thing lah...and i fell off from the mountain? i will be lost leh...omg omg.....

BUT!! im always lucky in some ways...hahaha...im going not alone but with my dear friend KOH MEI!!! hehe...so blessed lah...wahahaha......she can cook wor...yay!!! im will not die of hunger during that 2-3 mths le oh....further more if i forgot my lappy's charger, there is always her...and if i forgot my hp's charger..there is her too~wahahahaha....thanks ar thanks km...hehe...

there are 3 batches going...1st: winter time, bangz and eason going...2nd: summer time, seth and chee yong going...3rd: autumn time, me and km going~each duration around 2-3mths...and we dun hab to pay for anything oh~is all provided...

haiz..but..my wish to take my first plane trip to korea is demolished...haiz...nevertheless..is autumn time that im going..an i love autumn the red leaves...whahaha...hope i get to see that there????!?!?! hahahaha...k lah..that it...

2008-02-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

its cny first day...it should be a happy day but lots of things happened..

i hate myself...i told myself to finish it up...but i just couldn't and i fell asleep...
making me to continue at this hour..but i just couldn't...seems that alot of things is bothering me...

my heels broke...well its not my new heels...when i look at it this morning i have a thinking that the strap will break..indeed..it broken...and its my favourite heels..haiz...

bai nian at my 外婆 and 外公 house... because i don't get to see them often? they seems to be older then i thought... a feeling of heartache... every cny they would be stay in the living room talking and laughing together with us... but today...its not.. 外公 came out from his room slowly..and i bai nian with him...he slowly gave us hong bao and stuff...his actions told me he is aged..but very long...really long till 外婆 come out from her room... her movements...reminded me of my ah ma that passsed away.. im afraid..
she used to be walking alot faster..but today..its just not her...she don't remember us? she seems blur blur...when i shake her hand...her hand was not moving...im afraid...

got home...my aunt called... she says that 外婆 might tio stroke... bringing her to hospital... thats what my mummy says...i felt useless at that point...and i told her that no wonder when i shake her hand..her hand is not opening...my mummy blamed me for not saying...i felt her heart is painful...she is very worried...but i cant help...my 外婆 is stubborn too..and she refused to go hospital...haizz....what should i do??

im afraid 生离死别~ humans are getting weaker...being attack by lots diseases...us..being so young might just go...even doctor don't know why...it became very scary...it seems that people around me is leaving... or am i the one leaving? mummy warned me after she hung up with aunty~ "you better sleep enough and don't rush your stuff till so stress...you might ended up having stroke too~"

i felt lost...i needed him...since yesterday..but he just cant be there for me...things are getting wrong..i knew im unreasonable...but cant he understand and ask me what happened? i dun want quarrels...but i just dun understand~~~~im tired..real tired...alot of things seems bothering me...i want to get out of this feeling..please~

sorry but cny first day should be sth happy...i just want to let it out...

ah ma...i misses you alot...really alot...i misses the days when i sleep at your lap...cuddle around you...always help us when mummy wanted to beat us... i really misses you...even though my memory with you is min. but i always remember how you patted my back to put me to sleep when i'm young...really misses you~

how i wish there will be no death~ being together with your family is the happiest thing in life...they were your family...your friend...and your soul...nobody will understand you better than them... spent time with them before you regret..cause nobody will predict what its like tomorrow...

tata

2008-02-07T12:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! Wishing you a prosperous year!!!

恭喜发财!!! 万事如意!!! 新年快乐!!!

Selamat Tahun Baru!

あげましておめでとう!!!!

새 해 복 많 이 받 으 주 세 요 !!!

2008-02-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

过新年祝新年~
hehe...hooray!!! chinese new year is here~ money money~~help mummy with the ying liu? basically is the tree that only appear during chinese new year..haha..see:
its so plain....

before:

after:

today is eve...and dar dar book out..suppose to work but because of that bitch..sian lah...do her work...but i like slack whole day wor..festive mood lah..sian sian...den suppose to meet dar dar to get our ring..but he went alone..and came under my blk with this: lovely? we've got our ring~

alright get back to that fat bitch work...im gonna do whatever i can and not think of it...

tata

2008-02-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

this post gonna be a rough one.......................................

SUBRINA !!!! THE FUCKING FAT ASS WITH A TOILET BOWL FACE AND HEY YOU GOT A SUPER DUPER STINGY BYE BYE !!! PLEASE WASH CLEANER LAH...IT CAN BE SMELLED MILES AWAY OK....KNN.....YOUR FACE MAKES ME WANNA SHIT ON IT LAH~

DON'T CLAIM THAT WE DID NOT FIND YOU...PLEASE THINK OF MANAGING YOUR TIME AND CUT ALL YOUR NON-RELATED STUFF AWAY WHILE DOING YOUR FUCKING CONSULTANT~ PROBLEM IS YOU !!!!! WHY OTHER LEC ARE ABLE TO SEE WHOLE LOT OF US BUT NOT U??? AND DUN BLAME US!!!!!!

AS A LEC CANT EVEN REMEMBER A SINGLE STUFF OF YOUR STUDENTS' ARE U ASHAME????!?!?! AT LEAST A REMINDER WILL MAKE YOU REMEMBER BUT WHAT THE FUCK~ OK!!MAYBE I WILL TRY NOT TO BE MEAN HERE...I FORGIVE YOU LAH~ I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE SO I WONT COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS....

ASKING PEOPLE TO CARRY ON AND ADDING THIS AND THAT...ARE YOU JUST TO COMPLETE YOUR JOB AS A "LECTURER" AND WAIT TILL THE VERY LAST MIN ASK THE PERSON TO TRY TO THINK OF A NEW ONE????? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO..
WHEN I ASK YOU SUGGESTIONS???? WHAT THE FUCK~~ " MY BRAIN JUICE ARE USED UP~ I ALSO DON'T KNOW....." ARE YOU A LECTURER? OH GOSH....NO WONDER YOU ARE HERE...CANT BE ACCEPTED BY THE OUTSIDE WORLD???!? HAHA...TOO GOOD TO BE ACCEPTED RITE???!?!? FUCKING ASSHOLE...OH NO..PEOPLE WITH ASS ARE BETTER THAN YOU..

AT LEAST THEY CAN SHIT BUT YOU ARE STUCK WITH FULL OF SHIT LAH...BUSY EATING PEOPLE'S SHIT ~~~

DON'T ASSUME I LIKE YOU....OR RESPECT YOU AS MY "LECTURER".. I ONLY RESPECT THOSE WHO DESERVE TO BE RESPECT IN RETURN.... I LEARNT NOTHING FROM YOU.... A FUCKING L-E-C-T-U-R-E-R WHO TALKS NOTHING BUT NON- RELATED STUFF DURING CONSULTATION...THINKING WE GOT WHOLE LOT OF OUR TIME FOR YOU???!?!?! FAT HOPE~

THIS IS MY BLOODY FIRST TIME SCOLDING OR HATE A LECTURER TO CORE....YOU REACHED MY MAXIMUM!!! YOU ARE NOT EVEN DESERVED TO BE CALLED A L-E-C-T-U-R-E-R!!!!!!

sorry.....about the post...but i felt more comfortable!!!! haha...it feels shiok~ Xp

2008-02-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

i got home le...suppose to do my work now..but i just let something out..something that kept in my heart ...

i came home with ba gua and love letters that his mummy bought for me~
mummy came home then..............

mummy: wah!! who give de??
me: u guess loh!!!
mummy: your boyfriend lah....not boyfriend then who??
me: ar??!???!?! no wor...guess loh..u can guess de..
mummy: not boyfriend??!?! sure anot?? your no 1 boyfriend loh....
me: what no1?
mummy: jin ming lah~ not him den ur no 2 ar?hahahaha...
me: yalah yalah~

this conversation make me wanna say out...and guess what? i really said out...omg~ is scary de loh...i told her and daddy..but their reaction is totally different~

mummy: siao...you not scared ar??!?!! kana hurt before liao still want to try ar??
me: no lah...he change le wor...not like the past le...
mummy: up to you loh..is your decision...

daddy: ok loh...
me: huh??!? no reaction de ar?
daddy: what reaction??!?! like i say last time when u two broke... if u 2 meant to be together..you will be together...break le still can be together de mah...you forgot what i say ar??!!? you 2 may also break again this time round...who knows...so i told you not to be heart boken le mah...see now still together..
me: oh...ok loh...

OMG!!!! i said it le wor...gosh...cant believe it...haiz..dad is alright but mummy leh? i think she will never forgive him de bah...but how???!?! now is that im more relieve...but im afraid he will be hurt...gosh~ but he should...this is his punishment wor...

but the good side for me is that..i do not have to lie to them whenever i going out with him le...precisely~ my bro actually thought im a les lah... cus the excuse whenever im out is..i go denise house do my hmwk...hmwk part is true..but denise house is not...if not..i go watch movie with my fren...and my lady boss called my hse and guess what? my bro thought she is my the other partner...omg...im straight lah..

k lah..things hab been cleared...go do my work le...

tata...

2008-02-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

it was a nice and happy day for me~

meet dar in the morning to catch a movie~

he came down to tampines and fetch me...

movie supposely to be watch at the cathay as planned yesterday~

but he suddenly change his planned..[so not him]

so ended up at plaza sing~

movie is 1pm but is already 12.30...i suggest to take the lift but..he insist to take the escerlater..and take our time...[so not him]

till then~

he hinting me on some stuff~

weird~

and he got me a ring~hehehe...happy lah...so not him ok~no wonder he wanna change venue and wanted to walk around which we should go straight up and get the tix.

he even did not want to buy his psp slim that he wanted badly...his simple action might be nothing..but to me..is pretty sweet wor...see his face and his actions on that day.. Xp

and in the night...he told me~ he really like the ring alot... hope this ring will really meant everything to him~ no more problems surfacing...putting everything to a stop~

ok...then we catch the movie...Le grand chef

it was nice~ den he bought me lotsa food...as if im a pig lah...eat till very full wor.. den dance~

dance was a painful one...all the floor work..omg...jus make my knees swollen...and PAIN!!!!!

k ciao~

he waking up liao...dun let him see this..wahahhaa~

2008-02-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

pictures that i suppose to post long time ago~hahaha

x'mas celebration with my buddies~ suppose to be on 25 dec...but everything din go as plan....so the date of celebration, exchanging of pressie and picture taken is on 1st jan~

saw that x'mas tree? i drew that for them~wahahah~ and below are all the pressie and the log cake brought by darryl~

reveal of the pressie under the newspaper~

i brought the same gift as wan wor~ just that she included towel which i wanted to add on too just cant find any suitable~ended up i got her pressie~

most ex pressie is brought by darryl~ $169? the bear and a lee hua necklace..super nice wor~ the lucky winner of cus not me lah~ ah poh got it~

the most funniest pressie this year is given by ting..wahaha..
the pressie: a large pkt of snoopy tibits...a box of chocolate...a bottle of drink..a acne cream..and lotsa vitamins~

wahaha...super weird~ and her rational is..this grp of us some like chocolate some like tibits so she got both..after eating will be thirsty so drink that bottle of drink...after that to prevent heaty after eating those stuff...can apply the cream and eat vitamins~wahaha....pardon her..cus she studied pharmacy...omg..just like the xmas tree...cus i studied design...wahahaha~ and the one who got that is wan loh~

saw that man lie down with a pen poke into his asshole? that was a interesting pressie by zeze...super funny and i play with it to listen to the different sound whenever the pen poke into his ass...haha..and darryl got that~

what my classmate is capable of....bitting off the can top~

the mac proj with my group mates had put up~with lotsa errors~hahaha...

that keyboard was a different one~ because its prints on the buttons are alot bigger then the normal one ..designed for the old~

2008-02-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

some ji hoon oppa stuff....
haha..
abit outdated cause of my hectic school life so now then post..
he did the cleaning up of the korean's ****[eh..i forgot whats that call but the spillage of fuel in korea?] secretly...sooo sweet of him~

got that news from my fellow rain'fan friends...

while browsing through the pictures of his in hk website..i found this....ITS HIM~ omg that was cute and ugly~ wahahaha

and also this for x'mas de~ CUTE~ [ pls click on the pic below to see what i mean]

2008-02-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

whooohooo...everything ended..accept for subrina's food packaging project which is going to be due on the 11th feb..
reluntant and felt relieve...everything just gone down...mood came back...and super duper happy..no more sleepy nights..

and further more its holidays!!!! and also chinese new year is coming....chinese new year=money come come..whahaha....and 1 more happy thing is...i finally got my NDS lite~ dar dar bought it for me~ happy happy~

happy~ haiz but cannot do shopping for my new year clothes this year..cus super broke~ sian lah...spent 2 -3 weeks of my allowance on my projs...which is a total of $180..omg~ and plus....my bonus i haven get it yet...dunnoe how to get it leh..sian..but also no time le...den nva mind loh...

k lah..go le...

tata

2008-01-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! i grew FATTER~~~
i can feel the FATS when i sit down AGAIN~~
i want to slim down... arrrr~ all bcus his fault lah~~ 讨厌~~~

shit~ i was rejected again~ does it really look like bird bird?

or his mind is corrupted?

tata

2008-01-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

haiz...now still in school rushing my projs~

i knew i cant resist my bed and bolster tempts~ so stayed in school!!

on hand are studio...waiting to be approve is like presenting next week WITH MODELS~ and im still developing like hell...

home later to do portfolio...ar~~~alot arh~ sleep!!!sleep!!!where are you?

CNY coming and i have not get my new year clothes..OMG~ and is like the last dateline is at 4th? haiz....poor me~

k lah...continue with my work le...
tata

2008-01-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

well well well~
i permed my hair~ hahaha...erm...ok lah..some says suit me...but everyday is a diff look...wahahaha...but most importantly...he says its was cute~ post a pic after i taken the nicest one...haha

i totally forgotten about my comm skills e-accessment to be handed in by 10 pm on sunday..
hah` but i just handed in ..and the system sucks...do not know how it works..and i just realise the 2 trial is on the same page and we can click by clicking review...asshole lah~marks like shit~please give us more instructions can~ or am i the only dumb ass? hahaha..

check out friendster just now and realise that WL found a new girl? hahaha...i finally got over the guilt~ sorry to say but...after i with him, i realise we aren't meant to be together... sometime remain to be my entertainer will be better~haha... but i'm glad i was with him once if not i will not know that i have not get over my ah ming ge... i have that guilt and i feel bad... cause i was like using him to help me forget about ah ming ge because the feeling was a total different... but luckily he had a new girl le...im happy...and hope WL will not do the same mistakes again~
eh~ well i knew it because his girl saw my friendster? erm...whats going on? everyone looking at my friendster? and most importantly im jus a nobody!!!

not only her..his past also saw it...aiyo..nothing to see de mah..just ask me directly what you want to know loh...

im happy with what i have now... i knew when to give in and when to give out... maybe when someone is hurt once will be able to control their feelings? ok...

dance on sat~ hahaha..abit random wor... but hor must comment on sat dance...super duper tough can...my legs turns jelly after the class...and my leg is super duper cramp...and i meeted him in the evening and to be sway enough, the routes we walked..are all stairs...pain like hell lah~ i took around 10 mins to climb down the stairs..luckily the bus he took is just about to reach nia...haha...

1 thing... our relationship is a secret for my family~ and guess what? he took the same bus with my sis when he came to fetch me...OMG lah..think my sis din manage to recognise him after 2yrs? haha...but heng loh...if not i also do not know how liao...haha... but i quite happy when he agreed to come fetch me...haha...he was at home..and we decide to meet up and i suggest go his hse to do my proj...but there is a request~ is to ask him to fetch me from my house back to his hse...haha...and he agreed? OMG~ is something he will not do last time lah..but end up no enough time to do my work..so ended up pei him go cut hair then go vivo buy some stuff and dinner...den to his hse he change to his uniform loh..haha...i packed his bag wor...so sweet hor...wahaha...and I FOLDED HIS CLOTHES HOR~~!!!! Xp den send him to camp le loh..his parents den send me home...wahahaha...

that is it...enough of blabbering...going to continue with my work liao...lotsa things to do...

tata~~~

2008-01-16T00:18:00.001+08:00

wah~~~
so long since i blogged..
busy in sch~ lotsa stuff to finish..
projs unfinished..and i cant keep on moving~
i pushed to my extreme and i fall sick~
chonging overnite seems to be part of my life..
getting habit of finish proj at last min~ arrr~ i dun want~ it leads me to illness~
hanging on there..but when i realised, a day passes again..and i have yet to touch my work...
MOVE ON~ make me healthy so i can concentrate more~
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i thought thru~
its ok how ppl treats me, it shldnt bothers me..
i knew how i treat them..thou i din get wat i shld
it shldnt bothers me..
cus in the end they were only small characters in part of my life...
its just a small setback...
feeling sad and irritated will only add more miserable storyline to my life...
happiness is wat my life would be..
cus every sadness will fade away together with my laughter~
so smile more :) it helps making my life better~
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im going to reveal my secret to u~
sorry but i din tell u abt this...knowing its unfair~
the rest knew abt it...
and i actually decide to tell u on x'mas nite..but eventually it failed~
cus i dun wanna trouble u animore~ haha...

well.. but i guess u might thought it before..so i say le oh..
im with him le....the "him" i guess you already know who is it~
the reaction they give was just a stunted look~
and i knew i disspointed the whole group of you~
but i realized that this 2 years i did not really manage to give up...but i tried before...it
din work~
and i thought of giving him a chance~
i did not let my parents know...cus i promised them to answer him only until i graduated..
and it hurts whenever i lied to them..bcus i made a promise to myself too..not to lied to them anymore~
well..but now...im a different me compared to 2 yrs ago..
im making sure he will love me more then i love him~
yes i loved him..but the amount of love for him is moving up and down...
i wun say it too clear here..cus i knew i will got to explain to u when i see u...
it is also not that good saying things here..cus he might saw it..
but for now..i assured that he did change abit~ and im still looking~

in the past~
i worked in the watch shop for around a year and he din even fetch me or send me lunch at all~
but now~
when i was working during my holidays~
he will not fail to fetch me home...thou is not outside of my house..its just interchange..he is already different...cus he would only send me to the bus stop of his house in the past~
he send me lunch and they were lunch not bought near to my workplace..
but lunch that i have craving for during that time...

in the past~
he would say..ok buy this for u..buy that for u...but in the end....it was another story..and he forgotten it~
now..when he says that he really will do it~ i was pretty shocked..cus i din really espect it to happen~ he worked hard to save up for the NDS lite that i wanted... he himself wanted a PSP slim...but he said..he will get mine first before his~ for now... he is not that rich..or maybe to himself only..because of that girl~ but he would save it..working hard.. just to make me happy.. getting me stuff and surprizes~

in the past~
it was always me going down to look for him instead of him finding me~
but now...he would always be the one initiating... before he went in for NS... he would ask what time should him meet me at interchange~ there was once we going to vivo for movie... and he came all the way down to tampines to accompany me take the bus to vivo...which is around 3 bus stop away from his house~ but he really did that...not only that time...lotsa time..
but i will instead look up for him when he is tired usually after his booked out...

lotsa of his habits changes~
but there were some got worsen~
his temper~ because of some provoking from the girl and i was handling it nicely now~
there were times i knew he lied...and i would tell him..end up..it will be solved because of another excuse..i knew...but i did not ask more~ cus i knew i would not settle myself with him unless he really did change... for now..he would express his feelings for me..whenever we quarreled...he would assured me that he did not cheat me lyk what he does in the past...hope its for real~ and i believe it...

changes and changes..but i willl look for more of it in the future..be assured that..i will not move on the silly acts anymore... cause i want to forget my miserable past and move on~ i would not step into the low time in my past anymore~

like i said earlier.. happiness is what my life should be...
every sadness will be faded together with my laughter~
so smile :) it makes my life a lot better..

2007-12-17T17:39:00.001+08:00

whoo...its holiday le~
and i found out a terrible truth~haha
sometimes it isnt mean trust...but it will end up mean honesty~
telling someone to trust but please think of being honest to the someone~
the tears shed~
how do they do it ?
i just don't understand~ do they get anything fun from there?
what is the purpose?
maybe the conclusion wasn't about them...
but its me...being able to fooled easily~

2007-12-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

he went in le..

雨过天晴了吧！！

meeted him yesterday but i did not say anything nor him..

he stared at me awhile and hugged me tighly~

tears rolled down from his eyes..

i hang it on awhile but can't help it, it rolled down from mine too...

we hugged tightly...words that come out from our mouth were only words like "take care..."

i touched his eyebrows to mouth one by one...remembering them one by one in my heart...

his tears dropped again~ hah...

and kissed me the way he always did..or izzit the only way of kiss that we do it often...

the kiss that will usually make us laugh after that..but yesterday night， the kiss makes us cry more~

alright...no more sad stuff le... cause i guess already 雨过天晴了~

lets wait for him...friday is the day~

for now...please move on to my proj and upcoming test on thursday~

get moving~~

2007-12-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

today is monday le...
monday morning...i did my work le...and suppose to sleep now for school later..but...i waited stupidly again~
tomorrow is the day...
the day that shall end everything?
i really have no much confident already...
he said i was the one...
but you and her weren't short...these years...
may it be the saddest or the happiest time?
its still her...
i'm the past...do you have the same feelings?
if yes..why wouldnt you cherish the time left?
i said i might not be able to see you again...why wouldn't you worried?
someone once told me this...
if this...if a guy really want to be with you, he will try no matter what to grap you tight...to cherish you
but you didn't...
we were together not because we feel for each other...
but is the pressure from your family..
its different from the past...
the feeling...
the way you cherish the relationship after the fight..is different...
is it because you think it through?
or is it because you already given up...
how i wish you can hurt me directly by saying:
" i love you no more!!! please leave me!!!"
rather then me waiting meanlessly...
please tell me what should i do???

signing off~

2007-12-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not blogging this few days... i'm really vexed over some things~ Hope i will get over it as soon as possible...

firstly...my family~ today i want to introduce something that i think is nice and i tried it out myself i think is something we as a family can splurge on... but he...always give that irritating face...showing that i shouldnt have recommended it..say till it was how lousy and whatsoever...if thats the case, why will he still finish eating it so fast? just take a chance to pin me down? or to insult me? whats that for? shouting and screaming at me like nobody business.. i was very hurt~
he still dared to say its awful~ but why do you still say you go there often with friends?? what are you hinting now? could i change my fate and not to be his sis? oh my god...how long more should i endure? stay out more often? haiz...

night time was a stressful one~ we have a family talk~ money issuses~ at first i thought my parents were sick or something..but now is money issues...got to think of a way to help my parents...haiz....when will this problem stop too? and let my daddy to relax abit? i saw tears when he said the problems to us? this was something quite big...cause this was the first time that the whole family were called to stay and wait for daddy to say something...everyone was included....even bro-in-law...haiz..how could i get more money in a decent way and not let my daddy know? cause he already don't allow me to work unless its school's holidays....haizz...

for now...i'm still sad...we still not solved yet..i do not know what to do...i wanted to give up...but i can't let go..1 and a half days more....and now i still did not get to see him...i do not want to regret...how? it really hurts...did you mean that you are giving up? haiz...i knew where i should change le...but why you wouldnt give me a chance like how i given you a chance to prove to me? you said u will help me...but you did not....what should i do? really to give up? not to see you? before i cant make myself to forgets you? is this really our fate? why would the 老天爷 play a joke like this? making us meet up again after so many years and broke us again? this are only storylines that will appear in movies...why will it happen on me? it must be a dream~ illusion~ because i misses you too much~

> random pictures~ a gift from japan by Gan~ explaining 左拥右抱!! nice packagin~ inovative...what can i say? cause its from japan~ Xp

> finished eating BOTAK JONES~ with family~

P.S : - i won in the ASUS 's laptop skin competition as a gold winner for school category... pictures will put up soon~ 1 dec

- went utterubbish design exhibition...fun and interctive...nice works too... pictures will be up soon too~ 6 dec

signing off~

2007-11-28T17:55:00.000+08:00

nothing special~ jus wanna slack ard...

still the same..nth changed~ moody days~ when will i see my rainbow~

2007-11-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

class as per normal in sch~ but im tired~tok out last nite..but seems that there are alot of things behind my back...i was stabbed by someone whom i dunnoe..i was said by someone saying dat i stab sombody and him...which is so impossible...me....was borned this way dat...no matter how i hate a person or do i really hate a person b4, i wun say dat person??!?!?!? for wat to stab ppl? for our own good? jus dun get the purpose of stabbing~ haiz....but still could not believe y is there this person on earth dat hated me so much...stabbed me twice~ and worst..i dunnoe who the hell he or she is...as in its logical to say dat way bcus i dun contact his fren...duh~ still dunnoe y there are such ppl on earth~haizzz

it makes me think of lots of stuff~ wat the sombody he meant?? i jus feels is her...but i do not dare to say...cus if its really her...i guess its hurtful for me lah....cus he seems to believe that person instead of me~ and still claim dat he believe i wun do such things...if he says so...y wld he still ask me? haizz...shld i really re consider my decision? but i want things to solve...these problem createed a huge impact on me...on my work...i could not start concentrating on my work...omg....deadlines nearing and im not producing...pls help...i feel lyk crying..but i dunnoe y..i keep telling myself to stop...and hide my feeling to myself...i did it..
i din cry in front of my frens...even i saw ting today and i still manage to control...hmmmm...not bad...but it hurts real bad in me...and i feel lyk hugging her again when i was alone on bus..duh~ which makes no diff...but still...i tink showing my emotions out cus prob...so i guess hiding is the best way?haizzz...jus hoping this ending soon~ and i hope it really end....and really happened lyk wat i said to him~ it was true that mayb i wun be able to see him again after he go in...haizzzz really hope to be with him for jus this 2 weeks...pls....can i wish for it?? but i dun tink it will happen anymore....i wun able to see him from then onwards...but will he care?
lyk wat i said to him~
dreams are to be awaken someday and mine had jus ended~ its still a nice dream dat i had been dreaming of~

suan le...fate is over? haizzz sicko...got to do work le...ciao~

ha~ mingshen sticking to the glass...looks cute in someway...haha

2007-11-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

friday is the slacking day~ wore super slack to sch ~ slippers ok~hahaha...for jus 3 hrs class...suppose friday is model day too~ but denise want to do her indo lappy~haha...she is killing the indo ladi smile in her lappy...so cant make it loh..
end up we went vivo for this exhibition~
is achitecture stuff~ well something dat im interested too~
really amazing on their inspiration and their model...cool~ but too bad some were destroy by uncivilized ppl who tot those models were toys~ hope our fusion wun hab such ppl ard~den we will ask km to do the bad stuff~ 0_o

got home at 8 plus~ add oranges~ tiny winy oranges~ cute minis ok~

isnt it cute??haha...mini real life oranges~wahahaha..crap~
ok got to go do work le..byebye~

2007-11-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

thur~

presentation day~ for a 2 credit module:comm skills

we wore super formal on dat day for jus 3 mins of speech~

便装~

super ladi lyk de me~

tada~ the hip hop de me~
super diff mah?hahaha...

k lah...suppose to let - see~ but haiz....

den dance at nite...super super super kinky lah~ buay tahan... we learn tell me by wonder girls~ OMG~

haha...after u seen the original version above..u see this one [below] by park jin yong~omg~ will faint can..hahaha...

2007-11-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

blank~ studio~ help~

i need more strength....alot more~~ i want to get over it~ i jus feel its not my cup of tea after all...arrrrr~ wat shld i do? how can i solve it? how can i overcome it?

jus hoping nth had happen~ stop...marks it to the end~ i jus hope it din happen at all.. scream my lungs out~ jus want to be all by myself~ a world with no hurts...no fakes...no ends~

2007-11-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

我有好多不能说的秘密~ 但放在心里也好痛苦~ 一个人承担，一个人哭泣~ 好痛好痛~ 我见到了自己的朋友，但是因为这个秘密~我无法向她奔去~ 好想躺在她的肩膀哭泣~可是就是办不到 ... 因为我已经打算自己承担一切了~

好痛苦~ 这些要等到及时才能停止？每天的哭泣~每天的等待~ 及时才能停止？我真的好难过~ 想要哭但又不能哭泣~ 要在朋友面前逞强~ 好痛苦~ 好想在快乐多一点~好想要抱在你怀里~但我想着应该是不可能了吧~

2007-11-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

funny class today~
our class borned lotsa twins today...hahaha...got guy guy...gal gal...guy gal~ hahaha

guy guy: jp and seth~ i tink this is not their first time too~

gal gal: yong qi & denise~ this is not their first time liao hor...

guy gal: si min & minhui~ well i guess is the funniest of all lah...hahha

twinny family foto~

too much coincident le~haha...

vote for me~~~

2007-11-20T14:45:00.001+08:00

p.s. the colour shld be yellowish de..but the design is lyk dat~

hey peeps~ pls vote for me @ http://event.asus.com/sg/2007/eee/voting/ ~

in sch category the no 12~ pls~ i need the money lah...hahaha...pls pls pls~ treat it as a good deed...haha.. :P

thank you very much~ :)

2007-11-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

every mon is our winter subrina's class...haha...as a joke? we wore "winter" outfit in her class~ wahahaha...

recognise her? denise preparing to go skiing...

dats km...blackie again~

me~~

we flew to London for graphics today and it snow where we are on our way back~ excited~

me and km~

got email from ASUS and i GOT IN~ mean also got in..hahah...happie? haha...but hor funny lah..
cant find the voting thing...ppl...pls vote for me ar~ once i found my link...pls vote~ i need the money...pls pls...honestly...i do it for money... :P next kou fu proj also can win money~...i need it~haha..sorry..but i need money badly now..hahaha...

but i still think dat i got in bcus there is very little ppl taking part...dats y im in tooo...puzzled~

我好想去一个属于我自己的地方...

没有伤害... 没有离别...

天国~

我真得很想相信你... 时间也许是我真正需要的...

即使自己知道了一个好消息，但一心还是很想和你分享~

眼前没有一个让我能够快乐起来的~就让它停止吧！

2007-11-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

oh~ so long since i last blog..sorry..but i guess still a long time before i can get on blogging frequentlly..sorry guys..hehe...i will try lah...but sorry for now...cus need to get everythings on track first...sch lah....work lah...everythings lah...im too tired le...sorry...

i promise..i will get it done asap...must visit oh~
thanksss...
love ya~

2007-11-06T02:31:00.000+08:00

weee~ cant slp wor...tinking of ASUS~haha..and studio...and NIKE..and the new fashion design...oh..im high on dat...hahaha...ok..

last fri ~ brought 2 design books from page one~ hah~ 25% off leh..of grap it lah~ design books ok..is not dat cheap de hor...

excursion at nite~watch some sex slave related movie [human trafficking]...at dun noe which corner of jurong...hehe...nice movie...but if cut all the talks b4 dat , it will be a great excursion..haha...sorry but im a free tinker...so i jus feel its..long...long ...long... winded for the pastor to talk so long...further more is nite time...after sch period...it is pretty tiring to listen to all dat..and to listen to a ppt with a whole chunk of words on the screen...eh...no offence to the christians de oh...but i find some pts relevant lah..find the movie meaningful...but to bad..its not screening de..

when on the way there..keke...highing~

haha...finally got the "hey bi" from wooo~
after dat on the way back....saw this couple sleeping...and this guy look damned lyk one of my lec..i noe im bad...but i din luff here oh...i jus wanna show only~ :P

sat~
suppose to see mh perf outside taka for the subaru thingy~ but din manage to catch cus my dance lesson starting and still he haben perf..so bo bian le loh...

see~ so many ppl touching subaru cars to get them~...

during dance...wah..is fun as usual...learn wave this lesson..cus i learn it from yong zhi b4..so i still can manage..haha..but when come to the cheorography..aha.....abit messy~..keep on day dreaming den din manage to start on time..haha.. :P

sun~
working loh...as usual...every sun...cus need to pay of my lappy loh...no money lah..haizz...

mon~
sch start differently with gan's class first..i was super late wor..but i wasnt suppose to be..cus the usual bus im taking kana accident at the exit of the high way...but i heng i din catch my bus at first...and i waited 25mins ok...damned long lah...cus the bus went to fetch the passengers who are caught in the accident...so the total bus i missed is 2..and is 969 loh..frequency damn slow de....but heng im not in the accident~..hehe...

dats it..i guess i shld go slp liao..b4 my daddy nag at me wheen he's back~

tata..

2007-10-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

im staying up for this~ and its finally finished...
our grp's : mac poster which is going to be up in sch mac...
min did alot of the illustrations oh...thanks him...